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said Madison was my name and that’s what I should be called. She wasn’t much for nicknames or endearments of any sort. But, dad never listened to her.” I said smiling with tears in my eyes.
    Leaning over closer Gavin could no longer resist her. Cupping her face in his hands he gently took her lips to his.
    Not expecting his kiss my world started to go upside down and everything go fuzzy. When I didn’t pull back he got more brave and kissed me harder working his way down my neck planting them softly everywhere. Without even thinking I tilted my head back and was starting to get lost in the moment. Before I knew it I had my hands in his hair clutching him tightly. Closing my eyes hoping when I opened them this wouldn’t be a dream. Working his kisses back up to my cheek he whispered in my ear, “Your so beautiful. You drive me crazy. I’m sorry I have to kiss you.” My mind was shouting to stop it. Stop it now. You live together. You can’t do this. But, my heart and hormones were saying something entirely different. I have been kissed before but, never like this. Not with this much passion and need. My mind growing more and more fuzzy with each kiss and second that ticked by. Inching closer to me his body was almost on top of mine now. Kissing me with expertise I had never felt before his hands started working up my shirt and to the middle of my back. The panic in my stomach jolting me back to reality.
    “God, I’m so sorry Madison. I should have never done that. I should have never kissed you.” Looking down with shame in his eyes.
    “It’s alright Gavin. It’s just that we live together. I know we are not related but, it could cause problems with your parents. Maybe we should just watch the movie.” I said as I lifted myself back up on the pillow. Thinking about how badly I wanted to kiss him again.
    He sat there not saying a word and feeling like a fool. But, also scared at the fact that he had kissed quite a few girls and none of them compared. She made herself clear that she didn’t want a relationship with me telling himself sternly. So, settling down they let themselves finally relax and watched movie after movie. Trying there best to laugh and enjoy the night.
    “It’s getting late Madison. You sure your not tired?”
    “I’m fine. Unless you want to go to bed?”
    “Nah, I’m good.”
    By this point it was working on three a.m. and I was feeling tired but, I didn’t want to admit it. Really not wanting to call it a night and leave him. With the only illumination in the room being from the television I soon fell asleep.
    Gavin played with the thought of carrying her back to her own bed, but decided he would watch the television a while longer. Thinking he would take her to her bed in a while. Looking at her she looked so peaceful. It was hard to believe that he was looking at the same girl who was tearing out of the house crying only a couple of hours ago. He leaned back against his pillow, getting interested in the movie again. He wasn’t paying much attention when she started to stir until she cuddled closer to him putting her arm around his stomach. Laying her head down on his chest he couldn’t resist putting his arm around her, kissing her on top of her head. Thinking to himself, how could I not like this girl? She’s just lonely. I can’t take advantage of that. She’s already made it clear that she doesn’t want me. Trying to hammer that fact into his brain over and over. Like she was reading his thoughts.
    “Gavin?” saying in a sleepy voice. “I think your gorgeous to.” She said tightening her grip on me. Remembering, their conversation the night before he knew exactly what she was talking about. He chalked it up to her talking in her sleep and chose to say nothing at all. Hugging him like that one place was made specially for her.
    “It’s getting late babe. You need to go to bed.”
    “Please, don’t make me leave.” I whispered. “I don’t want to be alone. It