stay, that all she needed was access to their washer and dryer and maybe a shelf in their refrigerator. It felt good, actually, to pare down her life like this.
“We’re vegetarian these days,” Michael told her.
“You are ? Since when?”
“Six weeks, maybe.”
“You never mentioned it.”
He shrugged. “I don’t wanna be an asshole about it.”
As long as she’d known him, Michael had been a bacon-double-cheeseburger kind of guy. This had to be Ben’s influence. “Do you just … disapprove of meat?”
“It disapproves of me. I asked Ben to take me to this Brazilian steakhouse on Market Street for my birthday, and we ate, like, half a barnyard—cows, chickens, pigs, and their internal organs—and three days later I had a major attack of gout.”
“Gout?” The word sounded so archaic. “Like Henry the Eighth?”
“Yeah … most of those bloated old British kings. And Mel Brooks, for God’s sake! At least that’s what Wikipedia says. I’m in elegant company.”
She smiled. “How does it … you know, manifest itself?”
“Mine was in my big toe. It felt like broken glass under the skin. It hurt whenever my toe touched the sheet. So I figured it was time to change my diet.”
“I remember when you ate nothing but meat for years. Meat and cheese and strawberries with heavy cream.”
“The Atkins Diet,” said Michael. “The gateway to gout. The thing is, I was already starting to get grossed out by the idea of animal flesh. I was chopping chicken breasts into smaller and smaller pieces. And I saw this documentary where they were prodding a half-dead cow with a forklift, and it just revolted me. So … I thought I should listen to that. Plus Ben and I both have high cholesterol, so vegan made sense.”
“ Vegan? I thought you said vegetarian?”
“Ben’s doing vegan. I have to have my cheese. And I buy those cartons of egg whites. We’re not fanatical about it. We can stock up on meat for you, if that’s what you’d like. We can go to Trader Joe’s together and get what you need.”
She wasn’t prepared to commit to vegetarianism, even briefly, so she kept it vague. “You know me. I’m happy with my yogurt and half a sandwich.”
“That’s why you’re still so skinny and pretty.”
It was such a lovely thing to say, and there was really no way to keep the tears back. “I’m sorry,” she said, wiping her eyes. “I swear it won’t be like this.”
“Oh, c’mon.”
“What?”
“Of course it’s gonna be like this. We’re saying good-bye to your uterus. We’ll need a few tears for that if we’re gonna have a proper send-off.”
He had summed up the situation with his usual charming candor, but it was the sound of “we” that made her terrible burden suddenly seem lighter. We’ll need a few tears for that. She had almost forgotten the sweet solace of the first-person plural.
She kept things light to keep from crying again. “Don’t tell me there’s a ritual or something.”
“For what?”
“Sending off your uterus.”
He rolled his eyes. “Yeah, twelve crones in purple robes smear your body with patchouli oil and dance the sacred Farewell Womb Dance. Jesus, woman!”
She laughed. “Well, you never know. Not around here.”
“You’ve been in Connecticut too long.”
“Tell me about it.” She pecked him on the cheek. “Go to work, Mouse. I’m gonna settle in. Maybe take a nap.” She was already savoring the thought of snoozing on those sun-warmed sheets while hummingbirds idled in the window.
“I left the house open,” Michael added, “in case you wanna hang out there. Watch TV, read a book or something. Just lock up if you decide to head out. You know the neighborhood. There’s shopping in both directions … down on 24th or the Castro.” He paused, considering something. “You’re okay with walking, right?”
She nodded. “I’m not feeling anything so far … if that’s what you mean.”
“I guess that is what I meant.” He
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