full of used tissues next to her.
Terri indicated Leifâs thumb. âI didnât know he did that.â
âOh . . . just when he gets upset.â Nancyâs voice trailed away. She looked pretty upset herself.
They stood around for a few minutes, making talk about the weather and Aunt Vivianâs plane trip. Then Nancy said in an exhausted voice, âYou guys go. Iâm not fit company.â Phil kissed her again, and they all trailed out.
âShe seems very nice,â Vivian said when they were inthe truck, but the way she said it, Terri wasnât sure if she meant it.
âNancyâs usually much nicer,â she said. âSheâs never quiet like today. She must really be sick. I never saw Nancy so blah.â
âTerriâs right,â her father said. âIt was an awful way for you to meet her, Viv.â
âIâm sure . . .â She started asking questions about Nancyâhow old she was, where her family lived, and how she supported herself and Leif. She didnât say anything outright negative, but Phil sounded edgy as he answered, and Terri felt right in the middle. By the time they got home everyone was in a grouchy mood. Her father turned on the TV and her aunt stretched out on the couch saying she must be having jet lag.
âTerri, would you get my cigarettes? I have a pack of Players in my purse. Itâs on your bureau, dear.â
âYou should stop smoking, Viv,â her father said.
âWell, Iâve tried, dear, but when I get nervous I want a cigarette.â
âIâm sure itâs not good for your ulcer, either.â
âNow, Phillyââ
âIâll get the cigarettes,â Terri said hastily. In her room she poked around in Aunt Vivianâs pocketbookâit was more like a huge carpetbag with wooden handles, full of a jumble of things. As she fumbled inside, Vivianâs wallet fell open and Terri saw a picture of her aunt, standing in front of a house with two cute grinning boys, neither much older than she was, both with their arms around Vivian.
Terri stared. Who were they? Were they brothers? They looked alike and stood slouched on one hip in exactly the same easy manner. Did they work in the shoe store with her aunt? There was something careless about the way they stood with her between them, as if theyâd known her for a long time.
The plastic envelope fell over and there was another picture, this one of a man in a green shirt, holding up a fish. Stop, she told herself, you are snooping, but she kept staring at first one picture, then the other. Who were these people? Why did Vivian have their pictures in her wallet? She flipped the plastic envelopes rapidly. More pictures... no one she knew . . . naturally. But why did Aunt Vivian have these pictures in her wallet and not a single one of her or her father? Werenât they all Aunt Vivian had in the world, just as she was all they had?
âTerri?â Aunt Vivian called. âDid you find them?â
âYes. Coming.â Disturbed, she took out the cigarettes and closed the wooden handles.
Sunday morning when she woke up she saw that her aunt was also awake. She sat up, pushing the hair out of her face. âGood morning, Aunt Vivian.â
âGood morning, darling. Did you sleep well on that cot?â
âOh, fine,â Terri said.
Aunt Vivian lit a cigarette. âItâs sweet of you to let me have your bed.â
âNo, Iâm glad to do it. Itâs nice waking up with someone else right here to talk to.â She yawned and pushed herpillow up behind her head. Then, coming more awake, she said, âAunt Vivian? Could I ask you something?â
âOf course.â She pursed her lips and blew a smoke ring.
For a moment Terri was distracted. âI didnât know you could do that!â Vivian grinned and blew another ring, but this one was only half-formed.
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