dating, it had been matched by the warmth in his eyes. But this time, his eyes were as silver as a cold steel blade. âYouâve got a few minutes. Normaâs car is at Jimmyâs getting a new battery. She doesnât think it looks right to make official calls in his wrecker and sheâs hurrying him. Itâs Saturday, and Jimmy doesnât like coming in to work on his day off. Youâd better start packing your things. Get that junk out of my bathroom.â
Carly hurled her bath scrub-net at his face and it bounced to the floor. Sheâd lost almost an hour sobbing over the shoebox of valentines sheâd discovered in her search for the diary. Tucker had kept every valentine from her and no one else. Her handwriting on the back had been crossed out by a big black marker. His adult masculine script had graded every one, from âNot bad for a first attempt at spelling my nameâ to âPure Mush Stuffâ to âShe didnât mean a word of it.â
Carly had closed the shoebox carefully. She didnât want Tucker to know that she had seen inside his deep pain. The insight that she had hurt him deeply, that the smell and stain on the valentines was definitely beer and that sheâd driven him to drink had upset her for another hour.
Sheâd lost years because no one seemed to fit her like Tuckerâwhen he was a teen and sweet, her first love. She just knew she could do better on a second or third love, but they never came. He was the reasonâthe man standing in front of her, all six-foot-two of big, stubborn, in-her-face ex-husband.
âIâm not taking your bad mood, Ms. Hot-Shot Redford,â Tucker warned too quietly. âIf Gary didnât call, thatâs between you and him. But then, maybe heâs seen the light of dayâand heâs lucky to escape.â
âHow dare you!â
This was the same old infuriating Tucker, who had changed from the sweetheart-friend into a demanding and sulking husband, one who ran every time they needed an intimate, resolving talk.
Tucker moved to the front door and opened it. âYouâre getting all worked up, Carly. Maybe Gary didnât call because he knows youâve got a wildfire temper. Maybe all he knows is those sounds you make like youâre having a long, slowââ
She couldnât bear to let her ex-husband know how sheâd never had sex with another man, that somehow, just at the wrong moment, Tucker had managed to ruin everythingâand he wouldnât even be close! Tucker was always there, even when he wasnât!
Carly shivered a little and her hand shot out to fist Tuckerâs shirt. âI was dead-tired and my eyeballs felt like theyâd fall out, so I relaxed a bit. My scalp is not an erogenous zone,â she lied, because sheâd just discovered that it was.
She tugged him close enough to look up and frighten him with a glare. Tuckerâs blue eyes were starting to get the look that said, âYouâre so funny when youâre worked up.â
He reached up and slowly rubbed her scalp. âSee how long you can take this and then weâll talk.â
She would not give him one sound of ecstasy. She was a sophisticated career woman, who ran an office staff and negotiated with big business. Sheâd carved her way in a competitive field, and she was not letting her ex-husband get to herâ¦.
Carly stood very still, keeping her glare full-force and trying not to notice the deepening laugh lines beside Tuckerâs eyes. The sensuous massage was getting to her and she had to defend herself. âIâll bet your blond girlfriend fakes it. Women like intimacy with sex. You never learned that.â
Tuckerâs teasing expression stilled. His eyes narrowed and a muscle in his jaw tightened beneath the stubble-shadow. He looked raw and tough and big, and Carly knew she was getting to him as he said slowly, huskily, âShe likes it
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