light from the open shed. Flight walks quietly with his head down. I suppose heâs knackered after all that jumping. I could walk him round all night but after ten minutes Vicky says, âHeâll do now.â Then, as an afterthought, âThanks.â
Turning into their street half an hour later I realise that I havenât thought about Mum for hours, without having to try not to.
As soon as we get home, Vicky dashes up for a shower.
âCome and help me make a salad,â Colette says. âWeâre just having pasta.â
She gets me to chop these weird pepper things. They have a sweet, wet smell and for the first time in ages Iâm starving.
Then she says, âDeclan, thereâs something I need to talk to you about.â She sounds dead serious. âItâs your mum.â
The knife freezes in my hand. My heart slams my ribs.
âI had a word with her doctor yesterday. Declan â Iâm sure you must know your mum has a problem ââ
âSheâs a drunk.â
âWell, um, the doctors feel sheâs not quite ready to go home yet.â
âSo does she have to stay in the hospital?â I push the peppers into a neat pile on the chopping board.
âNot exactly. Theyâre going to transfer her to a special unit.â
âThe mental ?â
âItâs a psychiatric unit, yes. They specialise in addiction.â
âHow long for?â My voice comes out croaky.
âThe programme is a month.â
A month ! âDo I have to stay here?â
âWell, yes.â She smiles. âI mean, your mum would like you to, and so would I, of course.â
I donât know if she means it. But I know one thing. âVickyâ¦?â
âI havenât told her. Not before Iâd told you.â
âShe wonât like it.â Might as well say what weâre both thinking.
Colette looks at the lettuce sheâs chopping. âShe might be a wee bit jealous. Sheâs used to having me all to herself. But it isnât for long.â
How can she say a month isnât long? Vicky isnât just a wee bit jealous . She hates my guts. And I hate hers. I hand Colette the peppers. Iâm trapped. A month of Vicky treating me like shit. A month of trying to be invisible. While Mum â
âDid Mum really say she wanted me to stay with you?â
âYes. I phoned her this morning. She says you told her you liked it OK here.â
I shrug.
âDeclan, I know this is hard for you. You donât know us very well. Iâm not as close to your mum as I used to be. Maybe this will bring us closer again.â
âYou used to come to our house a lot. Gran used to mind Vicky.â
âYes, when I was doing my library training. And before that. We grew up together, really.â
âI know.â I can hear Vicky scrabbling about upstairs,doors opening and shutting. I have to ask before she comes down. âWill she get better?â I sound like a child.
âI donât know, love.â Sheâs never called me this before. âBut sheâll get specialist help. Counselling and therapy. She wants to go, Declan. Sheâs admitted thereâs a problem.â
I hear the thumps of Vicky running down the stairs.
âDonât tell her in front of me!â
Colette smiles. âOK. Hi, love.â She keeps the smile on as Vicky flings into the room. âI thought weâd have some bubbly to celebrate your success.â
âChampagne?â Vicky looks impressed.
âWell, sparkling wine with cranberry juice. Itâs in the fridge.â
âCool.â
Itâs cold and fizzy and gushes out the tops of the glasses. They both laugh. I wonder if Vickyâll be laughing so much when Colette tells her Iâm going to be around for another month.
Chapter 10
VICKY
âA month !â I stared in despair at the wet, Sunday-quiet road outside the car. âNo way
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