prayed that she wouldnât ask for it yet. But sure enough, it was, âGo for it girls, long and strong remember, this is what weâve trained for.â And somehow, from somewhere some energy came. âPain for gain girls.â MLC were beside us and St Margaretâs across the course. Muirfield were coming again. The MLC number two, Iâd never met her but I knew her so well. The pain in their faces, must have been like ours. The boat so smooth but where was the finish line? God let it be soon. Tash was full on: âHard, damn hard. Hard back with those arms. Wind it up. Nearly there, fifty metres, crank it up. Go! Go! Go!â MLC slipping back slightly, and Muirfield half a length behind I was sure they couldnât catch us now, but St Margaretâs, why hadnât anyone warned us about them? âHUGE effort girls, HUGE,â Tash begged us. We gave it. The bell took me by surprise! I looked across the river and couldnât tell, then I looked at Tashâs face, and I could tell straight away. WOW! You mean it? Youâre sure? Oh! Weâve done it!
Yes, I want to record officially here that Tash, Skye, Stevie, Annabel and I are the Champion Schoolgirl Thirds for this year. It was fantastic, just fantastic. And the Firsts won tooâgood on them. That means they stayed undefeated for the season. They get to go to the Nationals in two weeks, so there go their holidays. I just wish they had Nationals for Thirds crews. We could have beaten anyone yesterday. Iâm so happy about it, especially as it proves that my getting put up didnât do any harm to the crew. The Seconds came second and the Fourths came fourth, so really we should have come third.
M AY 1
Tomorrowâs the last day of Term 1, thank God. I didnât think itâd ever finish. We havenât got much Prep and weâre allowed upstairs to pack soon, which is always a good slack. There was meant to be a Debate against St Paulâs tonight but they cancelled.
Dr Thornley grabbed me this afternoon and told me she wants me to be Captain of the Year 9A Basketball team next term, which is fine, except that weâve got a match the first Saturday back! With no training or anything! Itâs going to be a massive embarrassment but weâre in a town comp and they donât take a lot of notice of our term dates. Dr Thornleyâs arranged for us to have a first round bye, and a second round postponement, because weâll be on holidays. So our first match will be the other teamâs thirdânot a good situation. Everything just seems a huge anti-climax after Saturday. How can I think about Basketball? I can still feel that boat, so light on the water.
M AY 4
Iâm glad I brought my Journal with me. I thought itâd be something to do. I knew Iâd be bored, but not this bored. If things keep up Iâll be watching âThose Around Usâ. I went for a run yesterday, and even further today, right up to Bowmanâs Hill, then came back, rang Kizzy, rang Chloe, and started getting tea ready. I wanted to make a really good meal for DadâI was going to do it last night, but he took me out to Mangoâs Restaurant, to celebrate end of term and the rowing. He brought along his âfriendâ, Lynette, who was OK. She was trying hard, got to give her credit. Sheâs good-looking enough, but I donât think sheâs too smart. Sheâs a lot younger than him. Actually she looked about Chloeâs age. She works as a PR consultant for Troy and Foreshaw: pretty glamorous job.
I hope this meal works out. I kept sampling everything while I was doing it, and it seems OK. Iâve made avocado and zucchini soup, then chicken wings in honey to follow, then chocolate and rum mousse. Iâm full already from all the testing.
M AY 5
Itâs a year today since I thought I was going to solve all my problems right here in this bedroom. It seems so unreal now. Iâve