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filling it with water. Then was back in front of her kneeling so that his face was face-to-face with hers, giving her the water.
I have so many questions. I need some answers. I don't know where to begin. Why? Why didn’t you do something? Why couldn’t you help me? Why didn’t you do anything?
"So when you said you just had to wait, you mean you had to wait for Chase to die? Then you had to wait for me to be ready to meet again. Or something. You could've taken it all away for me. If you felt the way I felt, heard what I heard, did you hear me scream and cry, hurting, dying? Did you feel that?" Her anger was building waiting for his answer as she choked up the words in the scream.
"No. Not for Chase to die. You to be ready for me. When I found out you had married, I accepted the fact that I would forever be alone. You loved him and he loved you. You were happy. I could live with that because that is what you wanted. I didn't know Chase would die. I didn't know he was sick.
"I learned of his sickness the same time you did. Not a second sooner. There was nothing I could do about that. As far as the pain you went through, I couldn’t interfere with that either. I know you don't understand, and you're mad. Hell, I’m mad because your mad. You’re gonna have to believe me when I say, it wasn't exactly easy for me either.
"You know what it was like for me? You want to know what it was like for me? Oh, let me inform you. See if you can imagine the way I felt when you and he married. When you and he made love. The thought of his hands on you infuriated me but there was nothing I could do about it. Rage that ran through me when you would come from another man's touch.
"Then, the way you felt during those last month. How do you think I felt feeling the same exact way you did and I couldn't come to you and make it go away. So before you judge me Taylor, put all the pieces to that puzzle in your head together first. It wasn't easy."
Wow! Okay. Point made. Several points actually . "When you heard, what do you mean by that?"
"I don't have to be near you to hear you, or to feel you as I just explained. Every thought you have ever had, every feeling you have ever felt, I equally feel." She remembered now he had mentioned that before.
"So when I'm in pain you are. Is this emotionally or physically?"
"Both."
"Bet the birth of the twins was a bitch for you huh? C-section and all. I hope you felt all of it." In that moment the words were said she realized how big of a bitch she was being.
"No it wasn't pleasurable. But, I can control mine unlike you. Now you're just being a bitch!" He threw her thoughts back at her.
"Fuck You! You've been a bastard a lot longer than I bitch, so fuck yourself."
"I've done that. I still do quite often as a matter of fact. Nothing like a good hand job to release stress. You however, never have. But you will before too long. Keep talking to me like you are right now, and you have something else to be pissed about. And that would not be a threat." Harsh. He was really pissed off now.
"Too bad you can't do that little mood control thing on yourself there vamp!" Stick that in your bag in suck it.
"Okay now you did it. I feed off of your mood. So here you go." His eyes went red. Bright red. Shadows under his eyes. Brows’ squinted together. Lips, a hard flat line.
And she realized just how much he had reacted off her mood.
"So do you love me?" Okay, so Taylor knew exactly what she was doing and that was saving her own ass. She didn't know what else to say. All she knew was that at that moment, she had to do something to get his mind elsewhere. And quick!
"Yes. With everything in me."
She was pleased to hear those words presented as well. She could see his expression understanding now why he had so many
I have so many questions. I need some answers. I don't know where to begin. Why? Why didn’t you do something? Why couldn’t you help me? Why didn’t you do anything?
"So when you said you just had to wait, you mean you had to wait for Chase to die? Then you had to wait for me to be ready to meet again. Or something. You could've taken it all away for me. If you felt the way I felt, heard what I heard, did you hear me scream and cry, hurting, dying? Did you feel that?" Her anger was building waiting for his answer as she choked up the words in the scream.
"No. Not for Chase to die. You to be ready for me. When I found out you had married, I accepted the fact that I would forever be alone. You loved him and he loved you. You were happy. I could live with that because that is what you wanted. I didn't know Chase would die. I didn't know he was sick.
"I learned of his sickness the same time you did. Not a second sooner. There was nothing I could do about that. As far as the pain you went through, I couldn’t interfere with that either. I know you don't understand, and you're mad. Hell, I’m mad because your mad. You’re gonna have to believe me when I say, it wasn't exactly easy for me either.
"You know what it was like for me? You want to know what it was like for me? Oh, let me inform you. See if you can imagine the way I felt when you and he married. When you and he made love. The thought of his hands on you infuriated me but there was nothing I could do about it. Rage that ran through me when you would come from another man's touch.
"Then, the way you felt during those last month. How do you think I felt feeling the same exact way you did and I couldn't come to you and make it go away. So before you judge me Taylor, put all the pieces to that puzzle in your head together first. It wasn't easy."
Wow! Okay. Point made. Several points actually . "When you heard, what do you mean by that?"
"I don't have to be near you to hear you, or to feel you as I just explained. Every thought you have ever had, every feeling you have ever felt, I equally feel." She remembered now he had mentioned that before.
"So when I'm in pain you are. Is this emotionally or physically?"
"Both."
"Bet the birth of the twins was a bitch for you huh? C-section and all. I hope you felt all of it." In that moment the words were said she realized how big of a bitch she was being.
"No it wasn't pleasurable. But, I can control mine unlike you. Now you're just being a bitch!" He threw her thoughts back at her.
"Fuck You! You've been a bastard a lot longer than I bitch, so fuck yourself."
"I've done that. I still do quite often as a matter of fact. Nothing like a good hand job to release stress. You however, never have. But you will before too long. Keep talking to me like you are right now, and you have something else to be pissed about. And that would not be a threat." Harsh. He was really pissed off now.
"Too bad you can't do that little mood control thing on yourself there vamp!" Stick that in your bag in suck it.
"Okay now you did it. I feed off of your mood. So here you go." His eyes went red. Bright red. Shadows under his eyes. Brows’ squinted together. Lips, a hard flat line.
And she realized just how much he had reacted off her mood.
"So do you love me?" Okay, so Taylor knew exactly what she was doing and that was saving her own ass. She didn't know what else to say. All she knew was that at that moment, she had to do something to get his mind elsewhere. And quick!
"Yes. With everything in me."
She was pleased to hear those words presented as well. She could see his expression understanding now why he had so many
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