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    As her mother poured coffee from the sterling silver coffeepot, her hand trembled. Susannah had to bite her lip to keep from stepping forward and taking over. When Vivian finished, she sat down at the kitchen table, seeming rather pleased with herself. Susannah could only suppose it was because she’d managed without spilling a drop.
    “I had a nice visit with Carolyn Bronson,” Susannah commented, as she joined her mother at the table.
    “Who, dear?”
    “Carolyn Bronson. Remember, you saw her recently and she gave you her phone number? We met last night at the pub where the old A & W used to be.”
    “Oh, yes, of course. How are her parents?”
    Susannah found this sporadic forgetfulness frustrating—and sad. But if she reminded Vivian that both Mr. and Mrs. Bronson had died, she might upset her. In any event, she had more pressing subjects to discuss. She decided to be intentionally vague. “I’m not sure, Mom.”
    “Mrs. Bronson is a funny one.” She leaned closer to Susannah and lowered her voice. “She’s always putting on airs because she’s French.”
    “Carolyn was one of my best friends all through school,” Susannah said mildly.
    “I tried to be friendly,” her mother continued, ignoring her remark. “Went out of my way, in fact, but apparently I wasn’t good enough for the likes of Brigitte Bronson.”
    “Carolyn sent you her best.”
    “She was a sweet girl.” Vivian sipped her coffee and again Susannah noticed how her mother’s hand trembled as she lifted the cup. “Unlike her mother…”
    Susannah didn’t want to get involved in a mean-spirited conversation about Brigitte, but she knew what Vivian meant. Although nothing was ever said, Susannah had always had the impression that Carolyn’s mother didn’t approve of their friendship. As an adult, she was able to analyze those feelings, understanding that Mrs. Bronson was a woman whose unhappiness made her cold and resentful.
    Susannah waited until her mother had finished her first cup of coffee before she brought up the subject of assisted living. “You must be rambling around this house all by yourself,” she began casually.
    Her mother stared at her. “Not at all.”
    “Are you lonely?”
    A soft smile turned up the edges of Vivian’s mouth. “I was until your father came back to see me.”
    “Mom—” Susannah bit off words of protest. She was afraid that her mother had lost her grip on reality and grown comfortable in her fantasy world.
    Vivian studied her as though waiting for Susannah to comment on her father’s visit.
    “Actually, Mom,” Susannah said, gathering her resolve. “There’s something we need to discuss.”
    “What is it?” her mother asked.
    “Mom,” Susannah said, praying for the right words. “I’m concerned about you being here all alone, especially now that Martha’s quit.”
    “Don’t be,” she said, calmly dismissing Susannah’s apprehensions. “I’m perfectly fine.”
    “Would you consider moving to Seattle?” That would solve so many problems, but even as Susannah asked she knew it was futile.
    “And leave Colville?” Her mother appeared to mull it over, then shook her head. “I can’t. Much as I’d love to be closer to you and the grandchildren, I won’t leave my home.”
    Susannah knew that change of any kind terrified Vivian.
    “Doug and your father are buried here,” her mother went on.
    “Mom—”
    “My friends are close by.”
    Most of whom were dead or dying, but Susannah couldn’t bring herself to mention it. “I’d be able to visit far more often,” she offered as enticement, hoping against hope that her mother would see the advantages of moving.
    Vivian sipped her coffee and allowed the cup to linger at her lips a moment longer than usual, as if she was considering the prospect again. Slowly she shook her head. “I’m sorry, dear, but this is my home. Seattle is way too big a city for me. I’d be lost there.”
    Susannah reached across the table