to major in?â
You shake your head. âIâm only in high school. Iâll be a junior next year,â you tell him. âIâm not sure yet.â
He nods. âItâs a serious decision. I mean, not like life or death serious. Actually, that was the wrong word. Itâs important, not serious.â
Now itâs your turn to nod. You decide that you like the fact that Nik searched around until he foundthe exact right word to explain how he felt about the college-major decision. And you like how much he likes animals. And how funny he is. And how heâs incredibly handsome. Sexy even. In fact, heâs one of the all-around coolest guys youâve ever met.
âDid you always want to be a vet?â you ask him.
A car goes by, and Gonzo barks like itâs going out of style. Nik rubs him on the head, but it doesnât seem to make a difference.
âI always wanted to work with animals,â Nik said. âAnd my dadâs a human doctor, so being an animal doctor seemed to make sense. Though I think my dadâs a little disappointed I donât want to follow his path.â
âParents get disappointed in the weirdest things,â you say. Itâs kind of amazing how much Nik is sharing with you, but it doesnât feel strange. It feels as if he should be telling you all of this, as if youâve known each other for ages, not just a few minutes. So you respond in kind.
âI can tell my dadâs really bummed that I donât like golf,â you say. âOr math. The two things he spends the most time doing are two things that make me so bored Iâd rather watch grass grow than talk about them. He pretends heâs not disappointed, but I cantell he wishes it were different. That I was different.â
Nik nods. âI know how you feel. I think parents want to see themselves in their kids so badly that they forget theyâve created a different, new person.â
âSometimes I wish I had a brother or sister who loved math and golf, and then I wouldnât feel so bad that I donât.â Youâve never admitted this to anyone, not even to Tasha, but it feels good to say it to Nik. Thereâs something about him that makes you want to tell him all your secrets. He seems like heâd understand. And would never make fun of you, even if your secrets were silly.
âThat would be nice,â he says, and you can tell heâs thinking about having a brother or sister who wanted to be a people doctor so he wouldnât have to feel bad.
Youâve reached the end of the street, where it runs into a marina. âI guess we should turn around,â Nik says to you.
âYeah, I guess,â you answer, but youâd rather he invite you to have an ice cream cone with him at the marina. You think about extending the invite yourself, but decide not to, mostly because youâd be too embarrassed if he said no. Even if he turned you down in the nicest way possible.
You start walking back up the street, and another car goes by. This time you crouch and pet Gonzo, trying to calm him down, and it seems like maybe itâs working.
âAre you a secret dog whisperer?â Nik asks, squinting at you.
âYou got me,â you say.
Gonzo pulls against his leash, trying to jump into your arms. You pet him again and then stand. âWant me to hold that for a while?â you ask, indicating the leash.
Nik shrugs. âSure.â He slips the leash off his hand and onto yours. When his fingers touch your fingers, you feel a tingle go through you, like getting splashed with ice-cold water on a crazy hot day.
You look at Nik and notice the soft pinkness of his lips against his white teeth and olive-dark skin. You wish for a moment that you were a good artist, because if you were, youâd draw him right then.
As soon as Nik lets go of the leash, you wrap your fingers around it tight, letting Gonzo run a few feet ahead of
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