don’t
that’s the trouble,” Sera wailed.
“What do you
mean?” I asked breathlessly, puzzled by her reaction.
“I’m so sorry,
Jamie. It’s just I’m not very experienced, I’ve never actually…and
I thought maybe I could finally do this, but….”
“Are you
saying… you’re not saying… are you saying you haven’t ever…?”
Was she trying
to tell me she was a virgin? She couldn’t be, she was nearly twenty
two, for crying out loud. I lost my virginity as soon as I could at
sixteen, and I’ve never looked back. No one is still a virgin at
her age, not by choice anyway. And guys would kill to have sex with
Sera, so what the hell…?
“It’s true.
I’ve never had sex. I'm a stupid inexperienced virgin,” she
confessed. She sank down to sit on the edge of the bed as she hid
her face in her hands. I slowly sat down next to her, and then
gently put my arm around her, bewildered by her confession.
“You’re the
closest I’ve ever got, Jamie, and for a moment there I really
thought maybe this time I could finally do it, because I really
want to. I mean, how embarrassing is it to admit I'm still a virgin
at my age? Usually I feel myself tense up the moment a guy starts
really kissing me or tries to touch me. I want to let go and have
sex, I really do, but something inside me always rebels and starts
screaming and kicking, and I just can't do it, so I have to put a
stop to things. That’s why I’ve sometimes wondered…”
“Wondered
what?” I couldn’t believe how things were turning out, after it’d
been going so well between us. I’d been within a couple of minutes
of finally living out my fantasies with her and now it had all come
to a crashing halt.
“I’ve wondered
if perhaps I’m gay, and that’s why I freeze whenever a guy touches
me,” she said in a very quiet voice.
“Gay? No, you
can't be. That would be such a waste. You have a bisexual friend
you lived with, so surely you would’ve tried things out with her if
you were that way inclined? Look, you were fine just now, it was
only when I touched you more intimately that you overreacted. I
didn't know you were a virgin, so maybe I’ve rushed things for you.
I just assumed you were used to how things normally play out
between a guy and a girl at a party, when they both want to fuck.
Come on, we can try again, I’ll take things really slowly, seeing
as it’s your first time,” I promised, as I eased her back down to
lie on the bed with me, and then started kissing her again. The
thought of being the first guy to ever have her was really turning
me on, making my cock even harder if that was possible.
She relaxed
for a moment as she lay there and let me kiss her again, but as
soon as I tried to run my hand up between her legs, she totally
freaked out on me again.
“No! No, I
really can’t do this!” she cried out, as she pushed my hand away
and tried to sit up.
“Come on,
Babe, just relax and let me show you how nice it feels when I rub
your special little magic button,” I urged, as I tried to pull her
back down on the bed again. I was sure I could make her go wild if
I could just get my hand inside her knickers to work on her
clit.
It was so
frustrating. If only she would let herself go, I knew she’d enjoy
it, because I always make sure a girl has a really great time. Don’t be a selfish lover. Make sure she always comes - that way
women will beg you to fuck them again. Don’t be ignorant. Study the
female anatomy so you know what you’re doing. More great tips
from my big brother.
Perhaps I
should have waited until she’d had a couple more glasses of wine to
properly relax her, but she’d seemed so chilled and up for it when
she was dancing.
I tried gently
kissing her neck and just left my hand resting on her waist, hoping
that she would calm down, and then we could get back to taking care
of her virginity, but it was no good. She pushed my hands away
firmly, and sat up on the bed.
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