without food, but only seven days without water. I canât have been here for more than a few hours, but Iâm so thirsty my tongue is stuck to the roof of my mouth. I shouldnât be this thirsty; it must be the drug he gave me. But telling myself that doesnât help.
Anythingâs better, though, than him being here. Unless heâs left me here to die. But whatâs the point of kidnapping me just to let me die?
I shiver. He had to kidnap me for a reason. Ransom? But my parents arenât rich, and Brian knows Dadâs company is in trouble. So why? To rape me? To kill me?
I gag. Those are the most likely answers. But then why didnât he do it already?
I hate not knowing why Brian did this. But I donât really want to know, either. I just want to escape.
It doesnât make sense. None of this makes sense. I trusted Brian. So did my parents. But here I am, Brianâs prisoner. And Dad and Mom? They must be crazy with worry.
I miss them so badly. And Iâm scared for them. Scared for me, too. But I canât do anything until Brian gets back. Thatâs when things will change. Iâll
make
them change. Because heâll have to open the door to come inside. And when he does, I will burst out of this prison.
I rest my head on my knees and wait.
NICK
7:50 P.M.
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I CANâT BELIEVE WHAT a prick Charleneâs dad is. I could hear him swearing at her right through the phone, telling her to get her fat ass home. I felt sorry for her, though I tried not to show Iâd heard.
I wish sheâd stayed. Itâs cold, lonely work stopping passersby to ask them if theyâve seen Sarah, going into stores and asking shopkeepers who donât want to talk to me once they see Iâm not buying anything. I worry that Iâm wasting my time, that thereâs something else I should be doing to find her, but I donât know what.
I trip. I look to see what snared meâand stop breathing. I recognize that She-Hulk badge. I take a step back and nudge the backpack with my foot, turning it over and scooting it closer to a streetlight to be sure.
Itâs Sarahâs, all right. The little Superman figure dangling from the zipper pull, the Wonder Woman button I gave her, the Batgirl badge she made herself so that it would be her favorite Batgirl, Cassandra Cain . . .
I think Iâm going to be sick. Sarah would never leave her bag. I know for sure nowâsomething bad has happened. If only Iâd walked her home, or convinced her to go to the comic store with me. If only Iâd been with her.
God.
I close my eyes. I donât want it to be true.
I look again. Itâs still lying there in a dark, sodden lump.
I feel surreal staring at her bag, like itâs not really there or Iâm not really here, but I know it is and I know I am. I wake my cell and call the detective, telling him what I found. I hang up and canât remember a thing he said. I just know heâs coming.
I pray that Sarah isnât lying in a ditch somewhere. Pray that sheâs still alive.
I lean over, trying not to puke. I have to let Sarahâs parents know. I swipe open the keypad on my cell and call directory assistance.
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Mrs. Meadows stands shaking over Sarahâs backpack. Mr. Meadows curses and turns away. The detectiveâs already taped off the area, and two more cop cars have pulled up, their lights flashing silently.
I hover in the background. I feel like a dirty voyeur watching their pain and grief, but I canât look away. I need to know what happens.
A cop leaning over the gutter cries out, bags something, and holds it up. I move closer. A cell phone in a Wonder Woman skin. Sarahâs cell phone. Mrs. Meadows runs over.
âNow, Mrs. Meadows, you know you canât touch it,â the detective says. âWe need it for evidence.â
Mrs. Meadows whirls around, her fists clenched, and for a second I think sheâs going to
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