one of the partners in the law firm, he can choose his own vacation days. In August, things were slow, so he decided that we would take a week or so to drive up to Canada. At home, the weather was muggy and it was a tremendous relief to escape to the cooler Canadian climate.
We traveled extensively and did a lot of sightseeing. The vacation was what I needed. It was good spend ing time with my family again. It was nice to have a change of scene. But I couldnât help thinking about Michael and wondering about his surprise. Liz indicated it had to do with his musicâMichael only seemed able to express his emotions through music. The accident that destroyed his sight crippled Michael more than physically. He had told me that we couldnât have a real relationship because of it. Would he ever change his mind? Why did life have to be so difficult and complicated?
Chapter Five
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Karen was my first visitor after I came home from Canada. She was all charged up about Randy and we did a lot of talkin g. I told her about my vacation but her mind wasnât on it. She was too excited.
âStace , Iâm so happy! Randy and I are getting along great. We have , like , so much in common and weâve been doing everything together.â
âThatâs fantastic,â I said, but I felt a pang of jealousy in my heart. I knew it was wrong and I tried hard to suppress the vile emotion.
âYou know what the best part is ? We go out in a group with the popular kids like Greg Lawson, Cindy Ellis, and three or four other terrific couples. Itâs so much fun. We go b owling, m iniature golf, movies, anything and even just hanging out; itâs so awesome when youâre doing it with them.â
âIâm happy for you,â I told her. Even to my ears my voice sounded wooden. Honest I wanted to mean it!
Karenâs face beamed. There was a radiant glow about her. âListen , Stace , I just had an incredible idea. I could get Randy to fix you up.â
âNo, donât.â
âWhy not? Randy has lots of friends. Heâll find someone for you.â
âI just donât like the i dea of a blind date. Look , Iâm glad you got a great boyfriend. In fact, I alwa ys thought Randy was a nice guy but I want to find my own dates.â
Kare n shrugged. âSure , Stace , if tha tâs the way you want it. Listen , Iâll call you soon so we can get together and practice our cheerleading. Ms. Gladstone will hold try-outs again in the fall. Cindy mentioned that Beth Hilliard moved. It seems her father was transferred to another state. Iâm broken-hearted, â Karen said with a broad smile and I found myself smiling too.
âOkay, but thatâs only one spot. Why donât I just practice with you and forget about the try-outs? Iâm busy these days with the band anyway.â
âWhatever .â
Cheerleading was the last thing on my mind, but I wouldnât hurt Karenâs feelings by te lling her that. Before she left we made up to meet at the pool the next day.
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I went out to the backyard and lay in the blue hammock Dad had hung between two big trees. I rested in the shade and enjoyed feeling lazy. I gave myself permission to stretch out and enjoy my freedom. I watched clouds that looked like clipper ships at full sail skim the Western horizon. I felt snug , cradled in the cocoon of th e hammock. The air was rare , fragrant with flowers sweet with the scent of growing plants and grass. Some pe ople turned dreams into reality ; I was turning reality into dreams. I was nearly dozing when my mother called my name. She mustâve spied me from the kitchen window tha t faced the back. With a groan I set my big clodhoppers back on the ground and went in to see what she wanted.
âI need someone to take out the garbage,â Mom said.
Andy walke d into the kitchen as if on cue , leaking the last of a messy ice-pop on the ceramic floor
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