personal responsibility to find out what happened, and more importantly, how to prevent it from happening again.â
I was working hard at not making eye contact with anybody, but I thought some of the people in the room were looking at me and Keegan.
âBut we need you all to go out there and make sure that everything else runs the way itâs supposed to. Okay?â
There was a general nodding of heads and voicing of agreement.
âThank you all,â my father said. âLetâs get going.â
As people started out of the room Keegan and I got up as well, hoping to become lost in the crowd.
âNot you two,â the chief said, and we both sat back down.
I had to fight the urge not to climb under the chair instead of sitting on it.
My father closed the door as the last person left. He took a chair, pulled it over until it was right in front of us.
âSo, what happened?â he asked.
âItâs really hard to say,â I said.
âIt just got so crazy so fast,â Keegan agreed. âIt was scary how quickly it spread.â
âYes it was. The big question isnât how fast it spread, but how it started in the first place. What sparked the fire?â
Keegan shrugged in response. I stayed quiet.
âThank goodness nobody got hurt,â my father said.
âThere were a few bumps and bruises,â the chief said.
âThe big problem is that itâs a major black eye for the festival and for the whole town,â my father said.
âItâs embarrassing,â the chief agreed. âAnd you boys know nothing?â
I tried to look at him but found myself staring at my shoes.
âMaybe I should resign,â the chief said.
âNo way,â Keegan said. âIt wasnât your fault.â
âMy men couldnât get control at first,â said the chief.
âBut ultimately, itâs my responsibility,â my father said. âThe buck stops at my desk. If anybody resigns it should be me. Somebody has to take responsibility forââ
âItâs my fault,â Keegan said, cutting him off.
My father and his father stared at him.
âIt all happened because of me. Iâm responsible.â
â
Weâre
responsible,â I added, before I could think to stop myself. âIt all started with the tomato toss.â
My father nodded. âWeâd heard that it all started in the vicinity of your event.â
âWe closed it down because of the paradeâthe way we were supposed toâbut there were these guys...we donât know whothey are. They didnât want to wait and they started throwing tomatoes at the band.â
âAnd then it just got crazy. We wanted to stop it but we couldnât,â Keegan said. âBut that isnât an excuse, itâs my fault.â
â
Weâre
responsible,â I said.
Keegan stood up. âNo, not
us
. It was me.
I
threw the first tomato.â
Neither my father nor his father said a word. They looked shocked. I was shocked.
âIt just happened. One second Iâm holding a tomato and then the next I just threw it. I canât explain it,â Keegan said.
âAnd thatâs where itâs my responsibility,â I said, jumping to my feet. âIt was my idea to have the tomato toss with people as targets. If I hadnât done that, none of this would have happened. Not Keegan, not those guys, nothing. If you have to blame somebody, blame me.â
âNo, you canât blame alex, heâs just trying to defend me. Itâs my fault. Everything was under control until I threw the first tomato. Itâs all because ofââ
âBoth of you, stop!â my father ordered. âWe need to discuss this. You two take a seat outside.â
âYes sir,â I said dutifully. We shuffled to the reception area.
Mrs. Wallace was sitting at her desk watching tvâthat was almost reassuring. She was the nerve
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