Holden.â
âThank you, Ms. Holden. This order was placed by Holden Spirit.â
âYou mean Spirit Holden?â
âYes,â the man on the line says back.
âBut I didnât place the order.â
âAre you Holden Spirit?â
âNo, Iâm Spirit Holden.â
âYes.â
âYes?â
âYes, Holden Spirits placed the order.â
âSpirits? Did you say Spirits with an s ?â
âYes.â
âCan you spell it, please?â I grab a piece of paper and a pen.
When the man finishes spelling, Iâve written Holden Spirits.
I stare at the words, and then I reread the gift note on the packing slip.
Holden Spirits.
The Greats.
My ancestors?
Great-grandfathers and great-grandmothers? Theyâre Holden Spirits. The Holden Spirits who hold the family gift.
I hang up the phone. Iâm sweaty and my head is spinning. I go to the kitchen and stick my head in the freezer.
After a minute, I can think clearly again.
Maybe I should hold my key until it tells me why all this is happening. Dad says even though he canât know things with his own key, Grandmother could. Maybe I can, too. Great gifts require great time. Maybe great gifts also require great practice. If I have the power inside me somewhere, maybe itâs time to draw it out.
I go outside, because I donât want to get sick in the house, and then I take the key from my pocket. The heavy metal lies still in my palm until a jolt of nausea strikes powerful enough to make me drop it. It thuds onto the porch right near a crack, almost falling under the house. I pick it up and try againâthis time on the dirt road, where itâll be safe even in my butterfingers. I hold on until I throw up.
Despite seeing my peanut butter and jelly sandwich in liquid form on the road, I donât see anything. I donât know.
Maybe Iâm like Dad. Maybe I have to hold someone elseâs key to know. No oneâs asked me to do a reading, so I give up on this idea in favor of seeing something I know I can. Sky. I rub his tag, and he appears, his tail wagging so hard his whole body shakes.
âIf youâre my gift, are you here to help me do readings, buddy? Do you know the future?â
He has the stuffed pheasant in his mouth. He drops it and grins.
âYou think thatâs funny, huh?â
Sky picks up the toy bird again and runs away with it, wanting me to chase him.
âCome back, Sky! I donât feel like playing!â Iâm still a little queasy.
He stands for a minute, waiting for me to come, but when I donât he runs back to me.
I try to pet him, to say Good dog, but my hand waves through him. Like heâs a ray of sunlight.
I can touch the pheasant but not Sky. They look equally three-dimensional, but my hand continues to slide through Sky whenever I try to pat his puppy head. Heâs young and healthy. His fur looks so soft. Itâs hard to believe he isnât real. Or real in the way he once was. Iâm disappointed. I want to hug him close. Feel him lick my face. But itâs pretty exciting that heâs here now. That itâs me and Sky again. Together. Like it should be.
I run toward the house to get the kibble from the delivery box. If I canât pet him, maybe I can reward him with a treat. If the Holden ancestors sent it, I wonder if thereâs also something special about the bag of kibble. For a piece of kibble, will Sky tell me the future?
I figure Sky will follow me in the house like he usually does, but as soon as I hit the porch, he stops short. He sits, patient.
âCome,â I command.
He paces back and forth in front of the steps like he canât go any farther.
âCome, boy. Come.â
More pacing.
âStay,â I say instead, putting up my hand.
He waits while I run inside.
I come back out with the kibble. Sky stands up and wags his tail. He knows heâs about to get fed. I hold a piece of
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