there together. What do you say, Charls?” “But we can’t afford that. Mom had to work two jobs to pay the bills and she was still short a lot of the time. I’ll be at college anyway so it wouldn’t be worth it.” He started to raise his voice. “This is what you’ve wanted all along isn’t it? I bet it was you who put your Mom up to it in the first place.” He walked over to me so that his face was almost pressed against mine. I could feel his anger and I was pretty scared. “You won’t leave me, Charlie. I’ll make sure of that. I’ll work something out. You can go to college but you will be back here at weekends and during the holidays, I’ll see to it.” A thought suddenly occurred to me. “Eddie, I have an idea! What if you came to live with us in Maine? What if you moved into a student apartment with me? You could still write. We could even get married and live as man and wife.” He paused. “That could work, I guess. Then we could be together all the time.” I waited while he paced back and to. If he agreed to that then it would be ok. He suddenly stopped and seemed to look right through me.” I can’t leave this village, though. I’d love to but I can’t.” “But why can’t you leave? You said yourself there’s nothing for you here and you’re all alone.” He shouted. “I can’t leave here, didn’t you hear me! And I’m not going to let you leave either!” “I want to go home now, Eddie.” I said, “Fine. But we’ll talk about this again tomorrow. It needs to be sorted out.”
*** Mom was still at work when I got home so I went to my bedroom and cried so hard. Why did loving someone have to be so hard? I started to feel better about Mom now. I hated it sometimes when I got home and she was at the diner. She didn’t come in sometimes until the early hours and there were times, like tonight, when I could have really used a hug and someone to talk to. Despite this I found it quite easy to drop off to sleep. I was woken from my deep sleep, though, by loud banging on the front door. I pulled back the drapes and I noticed a flashing light. What was it? I looked again and saw it was a police car. I threw on my dressing gown and slowly opened the door. A female officer was standing there. “Charlotte Perry?” she asked. A wave of icy cold shivers ran down my spine. “Can we come inside?” she asked. I held open the door while she and her male colleague stepped in the hallway. I invited them into the living room and they sat opposite me. The female officer’s face was ashen. “Is your Mom called Simone Perry?” she asked. I nodded. I knew something terrible had happened to Mom. I could feel it. I had a horrible feeling that once she told her boss she was leaving there’d be trouble. He was a sleazy little man; a real pervert, I thought. He’d been trying it on with Mom for weeks and I think that was another reason she’d wanted to leave her job so bad. “She’s hurt isn’t she?” I said. The female officer nodded. “I’m afraid it’s not good news, Charlotte. We found the body of a woman in a dumpster behind Ray’s Rockin’ Diner. We think it’s your Mom. Is there anyone who can identify the body?” “There’s just me.” “Are you sure there’s nobody else. You’re very young.” “I’ll do it.” I was too numb to cry. Why was this happening? I glanced at my ring. It was cursed. I was starting to wish I’d never met Eddie. Things were just fine before. I asked the officers to wait while I changed and then I let out all my emotions in the back seat of the police car while we all drove in silence to the mortuary. -17-
I felt bad asking the police to knock at Amber’s house, but when they asked me if there was anyone who could look out for me, she was the one person I could think of. She was distraught when she heard. My mom was like a second mom to Amber; she