ate in silence.
âI like cats,â Tor said abruptly, âbut I was afraid to get one once I wasââ He lowered
his voice. âbitten, you know.â He glanced around, but no one was in hearing
range. âWhat if the bjarki killed it? Theyâre omnivores, bears. They eat
animals when they can catch them.â
âThey do? Crap! I always thought they lived on berries and honey.â
âOnly in the kidsâ movies. They even paw fish out of streams.â He paused to put the last
piece of the dosa onto my plate. âIf youâre going to be there for those days, I
guess I could get a couple of kittens. Youâll be locking me in. Theyâll be
safe.â
âAnd I can play with them when Iâm there.â
He smiled, and the cute dimple got a little deeper and cuter. We lingered over chai and
halvah for maybe another half-hour. When we left, he shook my hand and strode
away. At the corner, at a crossroads as heâd called it, he disappeared. As I
walked back to my car, I had to admit that I wished heâd stayed a little
longer.
Maybe Iâm stuck with being a vampire, but I refused to sponge off my friends in that way
or any other way. Tuesday I offered to pay Cynthia and Brittany back for the
lunch theyâd shared with me. They laughed and waved me off.
âWhatâll you bet, though,â I said, âthat my brother shows up soon? He always seems to
know when Iâve got money.â
âWhat kind of drugs is he on, anyway?â Brittany said.
âI donât know, for sure. It canât be heroin, because Iâve seen him in short-sleeved
shirts, and he doesnât have needle marks.â
âHe could be snorting it. I saw this on the news. People who never would have used
needles, but they breathe this stuff in through their noses.â Brittany made a
sour face. âYuck! Real glamorous, huh?â
âYeah, for sure! Maybe thatâs it, then. Sometimes when I see Roman heâs really out there
somewhere. He sees things moving that arenât moving, letters on billboards,
pictures, that kind of stuff.â
âThat sounds more like opium,â Cynthia put in.
âIâll take your word for it,â I said. âThe only drugs heâs ever actually mentioned are
painkillers, codeine and oxy-something.â
âHe might use those when he canât get the other stuff,â Cynthia said.
âCodeineâs super-addictive,â Brittany put in. âItâs bad all by itself. Not as bad as
heroin, but still! Yuck!â
Sure enough, Roman smelled money and tracked me down. On Wednesday the three of us
had just come out of class when we saw Roman walking toward us across the lawn.
In the hot bright noontide he was wearing a pair of torn-up jeans and a faded
olive khaki T-shirt, but at least they looked clean. He smelled like heâd had a
shower and a shave recently, too.
The T-shirt hung loose on Romanâs chest. Heâd cinched in the jeans with a belt. I hated
seeing him look so hungry, but if I gave him cash, he wouldnât spend it on
food. He smiled at me, a wan little twitch of his mouth.
âMaya?â he said. âCan I um uh talk with you? Just for a minute.â
âNo,â I said. âIâm not giving you money. Iâm not going to help you hurt yourself.â
He blushed scarlet, glanced at Cynthia, then turned around and took a few steps away. I
could guess that heâd just realized my friends knew about the drug problem. Iâd
humiliated him without meaning to. When I went after him, he kept his back
turned toward me.
âIâm sorry,â I said. âBut I get so worried about you I have to share it with someone.â
He turned around, trembling, and stared at the ground in front of my feet.
âRo, please listen!â I used his childhood nickname on purpose. âPlease! Canât you get help
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