the advent of loyalty cardsââDo these people really think they can bribe me, Jane?ââshopping instead at local butchers and greengrocers and lugging her purchases home in numerous disintegrating shopping bags.
At sixty-seven years old, Nancy still maintained the clippings library that sheâd run for over three decades. Sheâd come up with the idea the week Jane had started at primary school. Other mothers, giddy with freedom, had launched into a convivial round of coffee mornings and charity committee meetings. Nancy wasnât one for baking brownies or manning a Guess the Knitted Scarecrowâs Birthday stall. She read voraciously, stored information in her brain like a primitive but remarkably effective filing system, and had put her talents to work. Articles about actors, musicians, artists, the royal familyâanyone with the merest smidgeon of interest about themâwere snipped from newspapers and magazines, filed and sent on request to journalists and researchers.
The smaller downstairs roomâit had once been a dining room, Jane vaguely rememberedâwas lined with looming filing cabinets and tea chests piled high with dust-strewn files. On top of the cabinets were stacks of ancient jigsaws that Jane and her motherâthen, later, Nancy and Hannahâhad pieced together on the threadbare carpet. As a child Jane had tried to avoid going into the clippings room. Sheâd feared that, if she had so much as touched one file, the entire libraryâyearsâ worth of painstaking workâwould come crashing down all around her.
Nancy piled the fruit into three bowls and sploshed Roseâs Lime Cordial over the top âto make juice.â She and Jane carried the bowls into the living room where Nancy snatched the remote control from the sofa. â Gran, â Hannah protested as Nancy flipped from the music show to a documentary about wildlife in the Scottish Highlands.
Jane squeezed on to the worn sofa and nibbled a chunk of brownish apple. On TV a stag was posing on a hillside while a doe emerged from a nearby forest. With its wide eyes and tremulous legs, it reminded Jane of Veronica. The doe stepped gingerly toward the stag and nuzzled around him.
âYou might learn something, Han,â Nancy teased. âI know what you girls are like with your heads full of boys.â
âIâm not you girls, â Hannah retorted. âIâm me. â
Nancyâs face softened. She slid a chunky arm around her granddaughterâs shoulder and said, âI know you are. Youâre my wonderful girl and youâre to tell your mother to give that business of hers a kick up the backside.â
Jane glanced at her mother: an infuriating woman who wrecked perfectly acceptable fruit by dowsing it with cordial, refused to call in tradesmen and had stood by her husbandâdespite his perpetual philanderingâjust to prove that she was tough enough to handle that, too.
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They left Nancyâs road with the windscreen wipers flapping urgently. Nancyâs was one of the few places Jane drove to. Sheâd bought a car only when it had become apparent that sheâd need transport to bring equipment into the studio, to pick up supplies of glass and deliver finished panels. She drove a metallic green Å koda that Hannah had nicknamed âThe Embarrassmentâ, but otherwise she preferred to walk or cycle. Janeâs bike was a lumpen no-frills modelâa cart horse with crumbling joints compared to Maxâs nifty gazelleâand was currently nursing a puncture back in the hallway.
âKate from work said she saw you last night,â Jane said, casting Hannah a swift glance.
âYeah?â Hannah murmured.
âShe said you were in some bar-restaurant place near the canal, couldnât remember its name. Some new place.â
âWe just went for something to eat.â Hannah released a small sigh.
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