the same fashion heâd cared for her during their return travels to England. No stable hand would ever attend Nyx as Kell did. And in truth, more evenings than not, the organized practice of grooming soothed Kellâs mood in equal measure, the scent of leather, fresh hay, and barley a predictable comfort. Theirs was a silent understandingâone of loyalty and respect.
He worked the brush in strong circular movements across the horseâs flank, his mind as busy as the tool. His mother would want a favor. And she would ask for it prettily, veiled in panoply of inventive promises, and he would comply in an objectionable tendency that caused him to drink in excess after sheâd departed. The reality of the exchange darkened his soul. He was a grown man inclined to react when his mother pulled the leading strings. Alas, the heated exchange with his father and their last scene brought it all to the square in public display. Perhaps that explained his motherâs unannounced arrival and, further, this week of unexpected visitors.
The horse nickered as if to indicate Kell had come full circle in his thinking. True enough the singular incident drove him to Brighton in the first place.
When Kell was younger heâd wished, hoped,
prayed
for parents who took the slightest interest in his affairs. Parents who would attend his graduation, acknowledge his accomplishmentsâ
heâd scored double firsts at Oxford in a bid for their approval
âbut that was not to be. Heâd learned independence and self-sufficiency at the ripe age of twelve, experienced a whoreâs pleasure at thirteen after winning an unseemly wager in the back room of a St. Giles gaming hell. Heâd frequented every place a lofty aristocrat shouldnât and hardened his heart along the way, somehow maintaining a barely respectable presence in society while simultaneously seeking pleasure and pursuing challenges whenever the opportunity presented itself.
The elite viewed him as privileged, the heir to a fortune, a title, and moniker that would serve him through life, but the opposite proved true. Any monies set aside for his future gathered dust in the bank. Kell made his way by intelligent wager and shrewd investment, amassing his fortune by ingenuity and design, beholden to none. And his title? His familial ties to the Duke of Acholl? Perhaps it had aided his path at times, but never let it be said Kellaway depended on his relations. Heâd learned all too quickly he was of no true importance aside from his legitimacy. With a caustic scoff, he tossed the brush aside and discarded the bitter memory.
âI canât fathom what sheâll ask of me now, though only a fool would trust the verity of her request.â He grasped Nyx by the bridle and lowered the Arabianâs head before he retrieved the crimson ribbon from his pocket and double knotted the length in the horseâs mane. Releasing the leather strap he rubbed a palm over Nyxâs muzzle, leaning in to rest his head against the horseâs neck. Heâd gather strength from the animal. Heâd draw endurance.
But instead of his mind combating the numerous conflicts his mother might impose once he entered the house, Kellâs thoughts returned to the kiss heâd shared in the cottage and the mysterious beauty who had startled him into unexpected emotion: a depth of reaction for which he had no label. He lost himself in the sensual pleasures of women whenever he needed release, but this seemed different. This was rare and unsettling, and perhaps a shade dangerous to his well-guarded heart.
It hardly mattered. In the daylight he had grown less sure that he would see her again. But who was she? A simple miss who lived in Brighton? She couldnât be. Nothing about her appeared common. Not the multiple shades of gold in her flowing hair or the tide of emotions in her turquoise eyes. He recalled her scent, the sweet softness of her skin and the
Anne Conley
Robert T. Jeschonek
Chris Lynch
Jessica Morrison
Sally Beauman
Debbie Macomber
Jeanne Bannon
Carla Kelly
Fiona Quinn
Paul Henke