I donât want to sound selfishâI mean, a kid has died. But I gaveup a lot to come here, and now everything is changing.
I feel awful even thinking this way!
Franny and Benny walk into the room. Benny takes a green marker and carefully draws balloons with strings on the wall:
âCan you sign your name?â Franny asks him.
Benny shakes his head.
âYes, you can. Iâve seen you do it lots of times.â
âHow many?â Benny asks.
Franny thinks about it. âOver a hundred and fifty-one times.â
Benny writes:
B
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Y
Next to Bennyâs balloons, Franny writes:
Dear Hargie,
Thanks for showing me about working hard
and never giving up.
Your Fan 4ever,
Franny Engers
They see me now and sit with me on the bench. Benny kicks the back of the bench with his feet again and again. I wonder if he can understand about someone dying.
Benny whispers loudly, âHargie died like Mufasa.â
Franny nods. âThatâs right.â She turns to me. âBennyâs favorite movie is
The Lion King.
â
Bennyâs face gets serious. âScar is bad.â
I nod. âScarâs a bad lion.â Scar let Mufasa, the great lion ruler, die.
More bench kicking. âForty-two,â Benny says. âJackie Robinson.â
I smile. Jackie Robinson is my favorite ballplayer.
Franny looks at him. âHow many hits did Jackie Robinson have, Benny?â
I know this. One thousand five hundred and eighteen.
âOne five one eight,â he says.
1,518.
This kid knows that?
Franny asks, âHow many home runs did Jackie Robinson have, Benny?â
I know that, too. One hundred thirty-seven.
Major bench kicking. âOne three seven.â
Iâm looking at Benny. âThatâs very good.â
âVery good,â he says.
âFranny, that book you wanted on Canada is in.â
A librarian tells her this; Franny goes to check it out. Benny and I wait for her.
I say, âBenny, how many bases did Jackie Robinson steal?â
He shakes his head, confused, and shouts, âNo!â
Franny turns to look.
âNo!â Benny says.
âHey, Iâm sorry. Wrong question!â I smile at him. âForty-two.â
That quiets him down for a minute. I donât mention that Mariano Rivera was the last player to wear the number.
Franny has her book; we go out the door. Benny decides to shout âNo!â one more time. I try to change the subject. âAre you doing a report on Canada, Franny?â
She looks down. âNo.â
âMy dad and I lived in Toronto one summer,â I mention. âItâs great there.â
She doesnât say anything.
âHave you been to Canada, Franny? Itâs a big place.â That was stupid. Everyone knows itâs big.
She shouts, âIâve never been, Jeremiah! Is that okay with you?â
âNo!â Benny yells.
âI didnât mean toââ
âI donât want to talk about it!â Franny grabs Bennyâs hand and walks off.
I stand here watching them go.
What just happened?
Chapter
13
IâM LOOKING AT a map of Canada, trying to figure out why Franny got upset about this country. I am eating my third multigrain waffle with organic butter and real maple syrup. They are serious about their maple syrup in Canada. I love waffles so much that Walt had a toaster in my hospital room and we made them whenever. This was my push-back on Jell-O, which seemed to appear any time, day or night, even when I hung a NO JELL-O EVE R sign on my bed.
But waffles! They fill the atmosphere with goodness. Nurses would come into my room, sniffing the air, and say, âThat smells so good!â
âThe downside of being a robot, Jerwal, is you canât eat waffles.â
Jerwal cocks his head at me like a dog. It took forever to get his head movement right.
âI have no insight on Canada, Jerwal. Do you want to watch the eagle
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