hurried out to see my father.
He looked different. It wasnât only the air-force blue shirt that made his face look ruddy. There was a hardness, a leanness that hadnât been there before. It showed in the slight tenseness of his shoulders as he sat, the sharp way he turned his head toward me.
Once I would have described him as easygoing. Now I wasnât sure.
âSheila!â he said, opening his arms. âYouâre looking fine.All grown up in a year. Sit down and tell me what youâve been doing.â
My mother set a plate of bacon, eggs and toast in front of him.
âWhen did you get home, Dad? How long can you stay?â I looked at his bacon. He picked up a slice, put it on a piece of toast and passed it to me.
My mother frowned. I took the bacon and returned the toast to his plate.
With his fork he broke the egg yolk.
âIâve got a monthâs leave. The warâs almost over, Toots. Any day now, and youâll see Japan surrender.â
âWhat are you going to do then?â I wanted to know. My mother, who had just picked up the coffee pot from the stove, stopped, coffee pot suspended in the air.
âOh, Iâm not sure,â he answered. âProbably go up north to the placer mines. Gold mining. Yes, thatâs where the money is.â He pushed away his plate and reached in his shirt pocket for his cigarettes. My mother brought the coffee pot to the table and filled his cup carefully.
âWhere would that be, Frank?â she asked, spooning three teaspoons of sugar into his coffee.
He stirred vigorously, slopping coffee in the saucer. âAround Williams Lake.â He lit a cigarette, and my mother fetched him an ashtray. Relaxing, he leaned back in his chair and smoked.
My brothers came to the table for breakfast. The two younger boys threw themselves at Dad, who held them offat armâs length, pretending to be astonished at how they had grown. Tom stood, his grin joining his ears.
The boys were all talking at onceâfishing, horses, the new house.
âNew house? What new house?â My father leaned forward, suddenly alert.
âWe were saving it as a surprise for you, Frank,â my mother broke in, brushing the crumbs off the table into her hand. âI bought that piece of land on this side of the creek. Paul and Tom have built a house on it.â
âWell, Iâll say this is a surprise, all right. Thatâs the understatement of the year.â My fatherâs face was mask-like, expressionless. Only the slightest hardness at the corners of his mouth showed how he really felt. âWhere did you get the money for all this,â and he waved his hand grandly, âland and new house?â
My motherâs voice was quiet.
âI saved it from the family allotment checks from the air force.â She moved to fill his coffee cup again, but he shook his head and covered the cup with his hand.
âThatâs mighty nice, Agnes. Not many women can manage a dollar the way you can. Gives a man a real sense of security to be a home owner again.â
My mother began to clear the table. I moved to fill the basin with hot water to start the dishes.
âJim and Mike are going to help me lay the water pipes today,â she told my father, âas soon as Iâve tidied up here.â
âYou had no problem with the paper work? Everythingâs squared away in that direction?â His eyes were half shut, but I saw that he watched my mother closely.
She turned to face him.
âItâs in my name, Frank, if thatâs what you want to know.â
âYour name. Not even yours and mine?â
She didnât answer.
He got up then and walked around the room. Sat down. Sighed. Pushed the ashtray back and forth on the table.
âWeâll see about that,â was all he said.
As my mother stood beside me, drying the dishes, I saw the moisture on her upper lip. Her hand, as she hung up a cup,
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