canât waste them onââI almost said âa worthless punkâââon painful regrets. We all wish some things were different. I have regrets, too.â I had never told Maggie my regretsâthe reason I had left Manhattan and suddenly shown up at this mangy motel in south Jersey. Was this the right time?
âI misdiagnosed a child and she died,â I blurted. âShe was seven years old. Do you think Iâll ever get over that?â
Maggie drew back in order to see me better. âSo thatâs why youâre here,â she said slowly.
âNo. Thatâs not why Iâm here. Itâs why I came. Iâm here because I fell in love with this place. I found work I enjoy. And Iâve made some wonderful new friends.â
âOh, Jo, Iâm so sorry. I knew there was something, but â¦â She was a foot shorter than I was, and when she hugged me, her arms reached only to my waist.
âNever mind. Iâm dealing with my regrets. And I want you to deal with yours.â
She nodded. âYouâre right. Iâll start now. Would you like a piece of cake?â This time, her smile was not wan but held a glimmer of the spirit sheâd had before her son was sentenced to life in prison.
I laughed and glanced at my watch. âOh god. Iâd like to, but Tomâs expecting me for an archery lesson.â
This was all right, because Maggie had romantic designs for Tom and me.
âOh, you run along,â she urged, and gave me a little shove.
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When I drew into Tomâs driveway, the shadows were lengthening and the sun was low on the horizon. I was half an hour late. The time Iâd spent with Maggie, plus getting the wine, had taken longer than Iâd expected. Bayfield was not known for its wine cellars. Iâd
found a small liquor store in the back of Bridgeton that had a couple of half-decent bottles, but it had taken awhile.
Tom strolled onto his porch.
I shut off my motor. âSorry Iâm late,â I said sincerely. âDo we have time for a few shots?â
He scanned the horizon and nodded. He had the tackles all ready on the porch.
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âNo,â Tom said. âYou have to plant your feet apart and look at that tree over there.â He pointed to a sycamore in a grove of trees near the road.
I followed his gaze.
âThatâs better. Now take the bow and place your right index finger and the one next to it under the string and draw the string into the notch.â
He was teaching me how to nock. In layman terms, nocking is hitching your string to the bow. Unfortunately, my mind kept wandering. I noticed, for example, that the two fingers he was telling me to use were the same two that Max had injured, and I added archery to the list of things he wouldnât be able to do if my surgery proved unsuccessful.
âJo, youâre not paying attention.â
âSorry.â
âTry it again.â
This time I did it right, and Tom decided we could go on to the next step: drawing, holding, and aiming.
âHook the end of the first three fingers of your right hand under the string and at the same time lightly clasp the arrow behind the feathers ⦠. Good. Now turn your head and face the target.â
I actually got off a few good shotsâeven came near the bullâs-eye once. Tom was satisfied. The sun was sinking as we walked back to the house.
âTime for a beer?â
I glanced at my watch. It was only five oâclock. But I didnât want to mix beer and wine. âMake mine a Coke,â I said.
When we had our drinks, we sat in two wicker chairs and enjoyed the sunset.
âNo two are ever alike,â I commented banally.
âLike snowflakes,â he replied, underlining the banality.
âYeah, exactly.â I took a swig of Coke.
âWhatâve you been up to?â
I hesitated. âWorking,â I said.
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