I can speak to Jenny.â
âOf course,â I say. âYou donât really know me, do you. Well itâs up to you. I can take her next door or â¦â
The door pushes open and Sarahâs face appears. âI want to go home,â she says.
Susan sighs. âI think itâs best if you stay here,â she says. âYour dadâs very tired and â¦â
âIâm not her dad,â I interrupt. âIâm just a friend. A friend of the family.â
âOh, Iâm sorry,â Susan says, warming up a little. âOh, God, Iâm sorry. I just assumed ⦠I thought you were Nick. And he doesnât have the best reputation from what I hear.â
I wince again, and she glances down at Sarah and pulls a face. âSorry,â she says. âSo is Sarah happy to go with you?â
âSure,â I say. âYou remember me, donât you? Uncle Mark. From France?â
Sarah nods seriously. âYou stole Mummyâs boyfriend,â she says.
I snort, grit my teeth, close my eyes, and rub the bridge of my nose. I donât know whether to laugh, or cry, or faint from hunger and exhaustion. When I open my eyes again, Susanâs expression has reverted to grim. âI definitely think she should stay here,â she says.
âWhereâs Mummy?â Sarah asks, her bottom lip trembling. âIs she at the hotel?â
âYes, sheâs at the hotel,â Susan says, shooting me a glare.
âItâs got a baby fridge,â Sarah tells me. âFull of chocolate.â
I nod. âWow. Sounds good.â
âYes, but Mummy said you can sleep over,â Susan says. âWouldnât you rather sleep over with Franny and have pancakes for breakfast?â
Sarahâs frown fades slightly, just enough to indicate that she might yet be convinced.
âAnd tomorrow we can go to the park again.â
Sarah blinks and rubs her eyes.
âBut only if you get straight back up to bed.â
Sarah nods and hesitantly vanishes behind the door again.
âGod,â I say, âyouâre good.â
Susan shrugs. âThey love sharing a bed. They wonât get any sleep, but â¦â she shrugs. âTomorrowâs not a school day.â
âDoes she go to school already?â
âFranny does,â she says.
âRight, well, Iâll, just, um, leave her with you then.â
âI think thatâs best.â
I nod. âOh, and you donât happen to have a key, do you?â
âA key?â
âTo Jennyâs place? This was all a bit unplanned, so â¦â
âNo,â she says, starting now to look suspicious as well as grim. âNo, I donât
have a key
. How well do you actually know her?â
I sigh. âPretty well. Well enough to fly all the way from Colombia to come to the funeral, anyway.â
âColombia?â she says.
âYeah. South America.â
She takes a step forward, forcing me to retreat to the front door. âYes, I
know
Colombia,â she says. âI saw a documentary.â
âItâs a country,â I say, sensing first hand the frustration that Colombianâs must feel about their country being persistently reduced to drugs â
nothing
but drugs. âItâs a whole, vast, country.â I run a hand across my forehead and realise that Iâm feeling shaky and angry. âJees ⦠look ⦠thanks for looking after Sarah. We can sort the rest out tomorrow, eh?â
âIâll call Jenny in the morning,â she says. âThatâs the best bet really.â
âThey said after lunch. The people at the hospital. They said they wouldnât know anything till after lunch. Just so you know.â
âItâs Frimley Park, I take it?â
âThatâs the one.â
âOK. Iâll call her after lunch,â she says, already pushing the door closed.
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