corridor.
I dug in my pants for some cigarettes. âCan I take her home?â
âAbsolutely not. You canât smoke in here either.â
âWhy not?â
âItâs terribly risky, moving her. Please believe me, this is not a good idea.â
Holding the unopened pack of cigarettes, I stood in the corridor and looked at him.
âLetâs go outside,â he said. âI could use one of those.â
In the hospital courtyard, in a garden where there was frost on the grass, we smoked and walked. It was after eleven, but barely light; only a smudge of gray showed in the sky. Winter.
âWhat if it helps her? What if it helps to be at home?â
âIâm afraid youâll have to face it one way or another. I think itâs going to be an enormous battle just to keep her alive. And even then it will be difficult.â
âEven then what?â
âEven then thereâs a lot to cope with.â
âYou donât think sheâll make it, you mean.â
âI donât know.â
âSheâll make it.â I wanted to grab his lapels and shake him and make him agree with me.
âThereâs a child? In America?â
âYes.â
âYouâll need some help.â
âI could use your help.â
âWeâre doing everything we can,â he said in an officious voice.
âHow?â
He tossed the cigarette into a patch of snow. âIâm sorry youâre unhappy.â
âEveryoneâs just sitting around, and sheâs lying there.â
âThereâs nothing we can do except wait.â
âI canât do that. I canât do nothing. Maybe thereâs some other doctors I can talk to. There has to be someone.â
He was offended. âIf you like,â he said. âThatâs fine. Do as you like, Mr Cohen, but it wonât make any difference.â
âThatâs pretty fucking harsh.â
âYes.â
âHow the hell do you know whatâs inside her head?â
Lariot stiffened. He crossed his arms over his white coat. âItâs all about time, and to tell you the truth,â he said, his voice edgy now, irritated, angry at me, âif she doesnât come out of the coma soon, she may not come out at all.â
âJust another number to you guys, win some, lose some. Right?â I was mad at Lariot because I knew he was telling the truth.
I left the courtyard and went through the hospital to the street entrance. My phone rang. It was Carol Browne.
Christ, I thought. Just what I need. Carol fucking Browne, European chief for Keyes Security. She worked out of London, where Iâd met her, and she was coming to Paris. She wanted a meeting.
She was a frosty little woman and she sounded pissed off. In the street I leaned against the hospital wall and listened to Browne and pictured her at the other end.
She was twenty-nine, small and efficient with big glasses and a faint, patronizing smile. Some of the guys atthe Keyes London office referred to her, behind her back, as the Garden Gnome. She talked the language of focus groups and marketing. She looked like a woman who went to the gym every day.
Carol Browneâs smug voice dripped into my ear. Coming out of the hospital where Iâd already offended the doctor, I thought: let it lie, man. Itâs a job. You need the money. Youâre freelance. Suck up a little.
âHow are you, Carol?â
âLook, Iâm not going to mince words. Iâm coming over.â
âThatâs nice.â
âDonât bullshit with me, Artie. Iâm terribly sorry about Lily. Itâs dreadful. The New York office is sorry. If there is anything we can do to help her, we will. So I thought Iâd better say that first of all.â
In my jacket pocket I found another cigarette, lit it with one hand, inhaled it like a drug while I listened to her and watched people mince past cautiously, trying not
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