that wretched foolishness away, you hear.â Mama was whispering with a sure force. Even in the dimness, I could see her anger.
I knew arguing was no use, though I tried. âBut Mama, Iâmââ
âDonât give me sass, Summer,â she snapped. âIâm a tired woman tonight. Weâve had enough bad fortune come to this plantation for one day, and we donât need no more. I told you to keep that book hid away, and I told Rosco the same about any books he gets his hands on. But Rosco, he ainât like youâhe knows better than to be waving a stolen book around.â
I wanted to tell Mama that I had me a silent thunder, and that everyoneâeven herâhad one, too. And that letters were beautiful, fancy things. But Mama wasnât hearing me, not tonight. I slid my book closer to me. âMama, Iâm not waving it around,â I said
But faster than I could blink, Mama snatched the book from my hands. Thankfully, none of the pages tore, though something inside me was ripping fast. Mama spoke her final words. âChild, this is the wrong night for talkinâ back to your mama. This blasted book is gonna stay with me from here on. You ainât got no more use for it.â
âI do have use for it!â I snapped. âWhy you gotta take it now ?â
Mama spoke firmly. âIâm takinâ it now soâs we donât risk any trouble from here on in. With Gideonâs heart-shock, thereâs gonna be all kinds of white folks cominâ round here. Surely, weâll have visitorsâfriends of the Parnellsâand just plain nosy people from town who want to see for themselves whatâs happening now that Gideonâs sickly. This plantation is gonna be swarming with white folks soon as tomorrow. The last thing I need is for you to go around flauntinâ a book.â
I was too churned up to speak. When I parted my lips to say something, to give Mama more of my protest, not even the squeak of a mouse came to my throat. But Mama must have seen the disappointment on my face. She said, âWipe that pout off your lips and listen to me good. If I find you dabbling with letters again, Iâll give you a true reason to be down in the mouth.â
I snuffed my lantern. I rolled to my side. I whispered to Walnut way into the darkness.
12
Rosco
October 28, 1862
M AMAâS CRADLING A TINY BABY . I can see his little body wriggling in Mamaâs arms as she lets droplets of sugar-water drip from her finger onto the babyâs suckling lips.
The baby lets out a whimper. Mama rocks him, coos down into the blanket, where heâs bundled tight. That babyâs whimper sets something off in me. Makes me want to cuddle that babe in my own arms. âCan I hold him, Mama?â
Mama shakes her head. âBest that I tend to him,â she says. âBut come, take a look.â Mama loosens the blanket where itâs tucked at the babyâs chin. She peels the soft fabric away from the babyâs face.
Soon as I peer in, Iâm startled back. This babyâs got the face of a grown man. The face of Gideon Parnell !
Mama doesnât see what I see. To her, there ainât nothinâ strange about the baby. She coddles him. Strokes his face gently. Wipes the spittle from his chin.
I look closer to make sure my eyes arenât playing a trick on me.I turn back the blanket soâs I can see even more of the baby. On the place where that babyâs ribs would be, thereâs a fleshy, pink woundâa cattle brand, like the one me and Summer and Mama and all of us Parnell slaves got burned into our sides. But this half baby-half Gideon isnât branded with the letter P. Heâs got Mamaâs nameâKitâburned into him. And the brand is surrounded by the black body hairs of a full-grown man! I shudder and wince at the same time.
Mama donât notice the babyâs brand, either. This baby is all sweetness
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