all.â
She laughed. âAre you a big drinker?â
Mr. Elko considered. âI do like a good Scotch, as you may have witnessed at our party. And I suppose Iâm all for getting pissed every now and again. Though this wine might stop me.â
Remy said, âI can never get really good and drunk, even when I try.â
Nicholas nodded, smiling. âYou know, Iâve been thinking about what you said at the party. When we were discussing originality, where it comes from. I kept wondering what stopped you from seeing what I was sayingâand you know what? I figured it out. Youâre a Romantic.â
Remy felt her ears redden as Mr. Elko explained, âThe very idea of independent genius is a Romantic one. You know, the brilliant but misunderstood loner. What artist hasnât felt that way at some point? So I see where youâre coming from.â He nodded. âI, too, am a Romantic at heart.â
In his eyes Remy glimpsed the humble look she had noticed at moments in rehearsal, like in the Sibelius when the trumpets called out over the low, smooth undulations of the strings. âSo thatâs something we have in common, actually,â he said lightly, as if it were no great coincidence.
But Remy felt her heart brighten, said, âItâs true I tend toward romanticism. Or maybe what I mean is I tend toward the emotional!â She laughed. At the other end of the lounge, someone had turned on a radio, and some students were mock-fighting over which station to listen to. Seeing them, Remy felt as if she were in some other room altogether.
âStrange,â Mr. Elko said, watching them. âHearing that music on the stereo makes me recall something.â He shook his head, as if to dislodge the memory. âI couldnât have been more than five years old. It was my first piano recital. My sister was there, too. We sat through these insipid renditions of, oh, you know, Chopin and Haydn and Bartók, brilliant pieces played poorly. The hall was on George Streetâthis was in Edinburghâand when the concert was over and we could finally leave, we opened the door and there was a gypsy band on the pavement.â
He smiled. âYou know how it feels to finally leave some stuffy place and step out into fresh air? The music they were playing came flying in the second we opened the door. Some lively gypsy song. There was more life there on the pavement than in the whole of our piano recital. My sister even started dancing.â
Remy smiled, as if she had been there, too.
âI suppose it was the first time I really felt the difference a musicianâs interpretation makes. That itâs the musicianâs job to bring a composition to life. Though at the time, of course, I simply wanted to play the accordion!â
Remy said, âThat must be where your instinct to conduct comes from.â
Mr. Elkoâs eyes widened. âYou know, you may be right. Iâd never considered that.â He seemed surprised. âAnd what about you? What are your plans, now that youâre graduating?â
âIâm getting ready to audition for a master class Conrad Lesserâs teaching this summer.â
âAh, yes, I heard about that. Quite an opportunity. Iâll keep my fingers crossed for you.â
She told him that either way she would be here next year. She had gotten the tutorship she applied for, would be teaching in the schoolâs outreach program and playing in the honors orchestra. In what she hoped was a nonchalant voice, she asked, âWill you be here next year, too?â
Mr. Elko paused. âI suppose that depends. On if the school wants to keep me, for one thing. But also if my wife wants to settle here. Sheâs barely been here since we moved.â
He explained that her father had been ill. âEvery time heâs in hospital, he catches some infection. Then he comes home and starts smoking again.â Mr. Elko
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