face, followed by, Good night, Sis. (Iâve always wanted to say that.)
Sierra bit her lower lip. Good night, she tapped out, and rose from the chair with a glance at the clock on the mantel above the now-snapping fire.
Why had she lit it? She was exhausted, and now she would either have to throw water on the flames or wait until they died down. The first method, of course, would make a terrible mess, so that was out.
âHurry up and finish what youâre doing,â she told Liam, who had plopped in the chair again the moment Sierra got out of it. âHalf an hour till bedtime.â
âI had a nap, â Liam reminded her, typing simultaneously.
âFinish,â Sierra repeated. With that, she left the study, climbed the stairs and went into Liamâs room to get his favorite pajamas from one of the suitcases. She meant to put them in the clothes dryer for a few minutes, warm them up.
Something drew her to the window, though. She looked down, saw that the lights were on in Travisâs trailer and his truck was parked nearby. Evidently, he hadnât stayed long in town, or wherever heâd gone.
Why did it please her so much, knowing that?
1919
Hannah stood in the doorway of Tobiasâs room, watching her boy sleep. He looked so peaceful, lying there, but she knew he had bad dreams sometimes. Just the night before, in the wee small hours, heâd crawled into bed beside her, snuggled as close as his little-boy pride would allow, and whispered earnestly that she oughtnât die anytime soon.
Sheâd been so choked up, she could barely speak.
Now she wanted to wake him, hold him tight in her arms, protect him from whatever it was in his mind that made him see little boys that werenât there.
He was lonely, that was all. He needed to be around other children. Way out here, he went to a one-room school, when it wasnât closed on account of snow, with only seven other pupils, all of whom were older than he was.
Maybe she should take him home to Montana. He had cousins there. Theyâd live in town, too, where there were shops and a library and even a moving-picture theater. He could ride his bicycle, come spring, and play baseball with other boys.
Hannahâs throat ached. Gabe had wanted his son raised here, on the Triple M. Wanted him to grow up the way he had, rough-and-tumble, riding horses, rounding up stray cattle, part of the land. Of course, Gabe hadnât expected to die youngâheâd meant to come home, so he and Hannah could fill that big house with children. Tobias would have had plenty of company then.
A tear slipped down Hannahâs cheek, and she swatted it away. Straightened her spine.
Gabe was gone, and there werenât going to be any more children.
She heard Doss climbing the stairs, and wanted to move out of the doorway. He thought she was too fussy, always hovering over Tobias. Always trying to protect him.
How could a man understand what it meant to bear and nurture a child?
Hannah closed her eyes and stayed where she was.
Doss stopped behind her, uncertain. She could feel that, along with the heat and sturdy substance of his body.
âLeave the child to sleep, Hannah,â he said quietly.
She nodded, closed Tobiasâs door gently and turned to face Doss there in the darkened hallway. He carried a book under one arm and an unlit lantern in his other hand.
âItâs because heâs lonesome,â she said.
Doss clearly knew she was referring to Tobiasâs hallucination. âKids make up playmates,â he told her. âAnd being lonesome is a part of life. Itâs a valley a person has to go through, not something to run away from.â
No McKettrick ever ran from anything. Doss didnât have to say it, and neither did she. But she wasnât a McKettrick, not by blood. Oh, she still wrote the word, whenever she had to sign something, but sheâd stopped owning the name the day they put Gabe
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