next weekend, youâll be a stick.â
âMore like a tree stump.â
âNo more negativity!â
Negativity? It was the truth!
Leah suddenly missed Jay. His friendship. His one-liners. He would be making fun of the whole situation with her by now. Instead, she wanted to be a âgirlâ and had to act like it.
âCome on, letâs go to Forever 21. They always have the cutest dresses around this time.â Shazan led the way into the clear-glass store with mannequins wearing sheer, slouchy clothes in the window. Leah had always walked by and glanced in curiously, but had always felt too self-conscious of going in. Seemed that only skinny Asian women frequented the store.
âAhh, I donât know about this,â Leah muttered as Shazan smiled at the greeter and headed toward the back of the store. âIsnât everything a bitâ¦sparkly in here?â
âOh my God, strapless is totally back!â Shazan ignored Leah and fingered a slinky, fitted dress.
âOh, goody. Bra fat.â
âShut up, Leah! God. This is adorable! You have to try it on.â
âHell, no!â
âLook at this!â
âUh, Shazââ
âLook. You need a dress. Now just do what I say!â
Within twenty minutes, Leahâs arms were piled high with shimmery, floaty dresses, eyes rolling toward the ceiling. Shazan had a similar pile.
âYouâre so lucky the dressing-room line is short today. Come on!â
The girls got rooms next door to each other and both pulled the curtains closed.
Leah tried on the first dress, a shimmery black straight up-and-down number. It highlighted her newly toned arms nicely, but the narrow, straight cut seemed to make her hips even wider. Leah frowned. Pass.
âLet me see!â Shazanâs singsong voice was insistent.
Leah shyly pushed back the curtain and noticed Shazan was wearing a similar dress but in a snowy white. She looked like a goddess with her chocolatey curls piled atop her head.
âHmmâ¦â Shazan frowned.
Leah could practically hear her thoughts. The dress is cute, too bad her buttâs so damn big.
âTry the pink one. I think the flare will balance you out more.â
Leah practically tore the skinny dress off, the tight fabric suffocating her. God, she hated this. How could she have felt so confident and beautiful the night of the benefit? She had had so much more to lose.
She slipped on the âpink one,â a strapless lavender dress with a ballerina skirt. She couldnât even get the dress zipped up the back, and the flimsy skirt made her legs look like wooden blocks.
Tears welled in her eyes as she pried the dress off.
âLeah?â
âOne sec.â
The next dress, a pale green one-shoulder thing, wouldnât even fit around her thighs.
âI think I need a bigger size. For all of these.â Leah heard the dejection in her own voice.
âOh.â Leah could hear Shazanâs tone change. âReally? Let me see what I can find.â
Leah sat on the floor of the dressing room, wiping at the tears on her cheeks. She was a mess. What had she been thinking? Sitting in geometry staring at Jenniferâs head was better than this torture.
âHey.â Shazan slid a pile of satin and lace through the curtain. âI got all the larges I could find. Try these on. I know one of them will fit you.â
One of them. That was her. The largest of the large.
Leah finally settled on a corseted red dress with a halter neck and a flared skirt in the largest size the store carried. She slowly exited the dressing room, wishing she had come alone. Why did she bring someone to witness her humiliation? And Shazan of all people. Perfect Shazan.
Shazan, meanwhile, had purchased half the store. Leah watched enviously as her friend threw one tiny top after another onto the cashierâs table, followed by the white goddess dress.
Not fair.
As the cashier rang up
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