joker.
âYeah? How about you tell the driver to watch the road,â I said, sharper than I meant to.
Cash, on the gurney, pale face turned toward us, spoke in between grunts. âMaisie? I wonât tell . . . if you donât.â
Seriously?
I ran a hand through my hair. âDo you actually think Da and the boys wonât find out?â
âAbout you . . . on scene?â He made a growling sound. âFeck no.â
Yeah. Because taking three in the chest is not nearly as troubling as me being here.
âYouâve got my word, Cash,â Lee said.
âErgh. Hurts like a sonuvabitch.â He panted. âDonât call the clan.â
âMomâll kill meââ
Lee put his hand on my leg. âCash is gonna be fine. Sometimes you take a hit to the vest and . . . nothing. Other times it feels like you got gored by a bull. Donât make it something itâs not.â
I glared at his hand on my thigh.
Donât you dare tell me itâs part of the goddamn job.
He gave me a squeeze before letting go. âHeâs gonna be fine.â
* * *
The smell was the same in every emergency room: disinfectant, blood, and the primal stink of fear.
Cash went to triage. Lee took me to the waiting room.
Cashâs SWAT squad showed up, milling around, their voices loud and jocular.
âGive me your keys,â Lee said. âJoeâs gonna drive your car over.â
I handed them to him. âThanks.â
He nudged me with his shoulder toward the waiting area. âYou oughta sit down before you fall down.â
I slumped down into one of the hard blue chairs. Lee walked over to the squad standing by the door. The high-pitched whine of SpongeBob SquarePants on the TV filled the waiting room for a solid sixty minutes. I was numb from fear. Numb from relief. My mind unable to track a childrenâs cartoon.
A cheerful bear of a man in a white coat pushed through the ER doors and called, âMiss McGrane?â
âThatâs me.â I walked over to meet the doctor, Lee on my heels.
The name on his gold badge read Dr. Greg Purchase. âMr. McGrane has a bruised kidney, one large contusion, and some soft tissue damage. The vest saved his life, but heâs got some BABTâbehind-armor blunt trauma.â
My mouth went dry. âWhatâs that?â
âWhen the bullet strikes but doesnât perforate the vest, it can still penetrate soft tissue, pushing the bullet, vest, and clothing inward,â Dr. Purchase said. âWhen the vest is removed, the vest material and bullet come back out, leaving a hole that looks remarkably like a bullet wound.â
Lee squeezed my shoulder.
Dr. Purchase continued, âHeâll have a tender couple of weeks and needs to take it easy. Weâre waiting on the results of another test, but he should be fine to go home within the hour.â
Lee went over to tell the men.
I sat back down and started to shake. All over.
I couldnât stop.
Every time I closed my eyes, all I could see was Cash, his body jerking from the impact of the slugs, legs giving out beneath him as he fell flat on his face. The sickening certainty that he was dead.
Heâs okay, heâs okay, heâs okay.
I put my hands to my face. They were clammy and damp. Saliva ran down the back of my throat. My stomach heaved. I sprinted for the ladiesâ room.
And was sick. From both ends.
Spent and empty, I leaned against the sink, running cool water on my wrists.
At least I wasnât shaking anymore.
I rinsed my mouth out, washed my face, and stepped out.
Lee waited for me outside the door. Heâd sent the rest of the team home. He walked me over to an empty bench and we sat down.
âYou saved his life.â
âNo.â Lee shook his head. âMy fault. I let him go alone.â
âWhat was he doing anyway?â
âHe wanted to walk the length of the house. Said something in the interior
Sarah Jio
Dianne Touchell
Brian Keene, J.F. Gonzalez
John Brandon
Alison Kent
Evan Pickering
Ann Radcliffe
Emily Ryan-Davis
Penny Warner
Joey W. Hill