Why did I come here again? Some “best night ever” Jade, yeah right! Grr!
I knew I should have just stayed in the dorm reading! I can’t wait to get back and start the new release of a romantic suspense I recently one-clicked. Right now, I just feel like an outcast, and very defeated. I should be getting used to having so many varying emotions. I can only see a thousand miles in front of me as I leave my first attempt at starting over, my first frat party, and first encounter with an Greek god in the dust. I am now finally taking my walk of shame to head home and curl up in bed with a good book. God help me! I pray tomorrow is a brighter day. I can start over, and maybe it will give me the opportunity to take one more step.
Stefan
I see her the moment she steps inside the front door with the petite blonde she is walking with. She does not see me. I am talking to some chick I have no interest in, but entertaining her, nonetheless. They are trying to weave through the crowd. She looks nervous.
A twinge of something stabs my stomach. Damn! I don’t get it. No one has stabbed me like this. Before tonight, I saw her at the doc’s office so why is she affecting me now? I didn’t care if she was there or not, to tell you the truth. I didn’t even want to see that doctor, let alone run into some head-case chick. I sure as hell didn’t want to visit my mom, either, and was dreading the visit there after my appointment with Bradford. Fuck!
She absolutely amazes me. The first thing I notice about her is her creamy fair skin, silver greenish-blue eyes, or maybe they are turquoise, like her shirt. They remind me of the ocean. Those long dark locks. God, how I’d like to snatch her by those locks! I can’t resist the desire to lose myself in thought about what I want do to her. She doesn’t seem the type, though. Just my fucking luck! I knew, before tonight, she was ‘cute’. That is what I was told before I even saw that picture of her, but this chick is smoking fucking hot! I sure as hell was not expecting this.
Once her friend starts heading upstairs with my buddy, Ian, I know I have to make my move. Now or never, right? I mean, why not get this over with? I just have to befriend her, watch out for her, and protect her, you know? It can’t be that hard.
I watch her most of the night. I even notice how other guys keep slobbering over her, and it is starting to piss me off. She seems oblivious to them, which is cute as fuck as if she is in her own little world. Her innocence is so fucking hot, too. I continue watching her as she walks into the kitchen. I know instantly, this is my chance. I head in.
After dismissing that other girl, I get closer to Ren, and I’m floored. She is one of the most beautiful girls here tonight. If I’m honest with myself, she is the finest looking girl I have ever laid eyes on! Shit!
I have been with my fair share of girls. Size, hair and eye color never mattered. Now, I after seeing her, I can’t believe it never did. My mouth falls open looking at her. Why did I not notice her – really notice-- her before? Could it be because I wasn’t expecting to see anyone other than the Dr. that day, let alone her? I knew I was cold to her. I had so much on my mind. If I didn’t know better, I would think I’m salivating, and I pray she can’t detect the pulsing of my dick through my jeans.
I take her off guard. Shit! This is not how I was hoping this would go. She seems even more nervous now than before. She probably isn’t aware that she is biting down on her lower lip. Fuck! Her lip is quivering.
I desperately want to put my arms around her and kiss her, drawing her lips to mine. Instead, I just smile at her. She lowers her eyes. She looks so innocent. There is something so pure about, but I can sense something else, too. Maybe that is what gets to me most about her? I’m not sure. She seems affected, like me, but she is also standoffish, and I’m
I knew I should have just stayed in the dorm reading! I can’t wait to get back and start the new release of a romantic suspense I recently one-clicked. Right now, I just feel like an outcast, and very defeated. I should be getting used to having so many varying emotions. I can only see a thousand miles in front of me as I leave my first attempt at starting over, my first frat party, and first encounter with an Greek god in the dust. I am now finally taking my walk of shame to head home and curl up in bed with a good book. God help me! I pray tomorrow is a brighter day. I can start over, and maybe it will give me the opportunity to take one more step.
Stefan
I see her the moment she steps inside the front door with the petite blonde she is walking with. She does not see me. I am talking to some chick I have no interest in, but entertaining her, nonetheless. They are trying to weave through the crowd. She looks nervous.
A twinge of something stabs my stomach. Damn! I don’t get it. No one has stabbed me like this. Before tonight, I saw her at the doc’s office so why is she affecting me now? I didn’t care if she was there or not, to tell you the truth. I didn’t even want to see that doctor, let alone run into some head-case chick. I sure as hell didn’t want to visit my mom, either, and was dreading the visit there after my appointment with Bradford. Fuck!
She absolutely amazes me. The first thing I notice about her is her creamy fair skin, silver greenish-blue eyes, or maybe they are turquoise, like her shirt. They remind me of the ocean. Those long dark locks. God, how I’d like to snatch her by those locks! I can’t resist the desire to lose myself in thought about what I want do to her. She doesn’t seem the type, though. Just my fucking luck! I knew, before tonight, she was ‘cute’. That is what I was told before I even saw that picture of her, but this chick is smoking fucking hot! I sure as hell was not expecting this.
Once her friend starts heading upstairs with my buddy, Ian, I know I have to make my move. Now or never, right? I mean, why not get this over with? I just have to befriend her, watch out for her, and protect her, you know? It can’t be that hard.
I watch her most of the night. I even notice how other guys keep slobbering over her, and it is starting to piss me off. She seems oblivious to them, which is cute as fuck as if she is in her own little world. Her innocence is so fucking hot, too. I continue watching her as she walks into the kitchen. I know instantly, this is my chance. I head in.
After dismissing that other girl, I get closer to Ren, and I’m floored. She is one of the most beautiful girls here tonight. If I’m honest with myself, she is the finest looking girl I have ever laid eyes on! Shit!
I have been with my fair share of girls. Size, hair and eye color never mattered. Now, I after seeing her, I can’t believe it never did. My mouth falls open looking at her. Why did I not notice her – really notice-- her before? Could it be because I wasn’t expecting to see anyone other than the Dr. that day, let alone her? I knew I was cold to her. I had so much on my mind. If I didn’t know better, I would think I’m salivating, and I pray she can’t detect the pulsing of my dick through my jeans.
I take her off guard. Shit! This is not how I was hoping this would go. She seems even more nervous now than before. She probably isn’t aware that she is biting down on her lower lip. Fuck! Her lip is quivering.
I desperately want to put my arms around her and kiss her, drawing her lips to mine. Instead, I just smile at her. She lowers her eyes. She looks so innocent. There is something so pure about, but I can sense something else, too. Maybe that is what gets to me most about her? I’m not sure. She seems affected, like me, but she is also standoffish, and I’m
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