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Authors: Tigra-Luna LeMar
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deserve and trust me, honey, you deserve nothing but the absolute best. Tell me you believe that.”
“I can’t.”
“Mika…tell me you believe that.”
She went silent, blinking down at him. He kept her face in his hands because he needed to hear her say it. Degan wasn’t sure why it was so important to him, but hearing her say she believed she deserved the world would do his heart well. Tears toppled down her cheeks and she closed her eyes. He dipped his head forward, feathering butterfly kisses against her eye-lids. His heart broke seeing her cry. Pulling her into his chest, he held her tightly against his chest, caressing her back.
“I’m sorry, Mika. I didn’t mean to hurt you.”
“No.” She shook her head. “You didn’t hurt me. I just, I’m not used to a man being this tender with me. I’m not used to being loved by anyone and to have you here, holding me, and looking at me like I am the most beautiful woman you’ve ever seen, just tears at my soul.”
“Mika, I’ve loved you forever it seems. I can wait.”
“But you don’t have to.” She sniffled. “I am falling for you so fast it worries me.”
“Then that’s just half the battle right? All I have to do is continue being my same charming self and I’ll be able to get you to fall all the way in love with me.”
Mika laughed and kissed his chin. “Yes.”
“Does that mean you’re willing to try with me?”
“Yes. I’m willing to try.”
“Do you have any objections to leaving Simora?”
She turned away from him and pushed from the blanket. His heart broke as she walked from him and to the water’s edge. Sitting up, Degan watched her. She had her arms wrapped around herself and her face turned up in the wind. Perhaps it was too soon to ask her to leave her home. Perhaps it was too soon for everything he’d done in the past few days. Degan bowed his head. Perhaps he was an idiot to think he could have a fairytale-ish, happily ever after ending.
When she walked back to him he didn’t hear her move. He didn’t even know she stood there until she spoke.
“I have nothing here,” Mika replied. “I don’t have a job anymore because I walked away from it. The people here hate me and my apartment is falling apart around me. My mom warned me that Simora wasn’t an easy place to live—I didn’t listen. I figured I’d be here long enough to make the dance team and then I’d be gone once I made enough money. I dreamed of transferring from Simora to Vegas. I know it is a silly dream.”
“Not really—it’s your dream. I may sound like a really bad Hallmark Card but your dreams are things you hold on to.”
Mika chuckled softly and sat down before him. “All am saying is, I don’t have much and if you love me the way I think you do when I look into your eyes, you need to know all of this.”
“You worry too much,” Degan told her, scooting forward on his bum and taking her hands in his. He kissed each palm and wrist then looked up into her eyes. “I appreciate your concern about me and my reputation. But I’ve tried living without you, remember? And it ended in tears.”
She giggled. “So, what exactly were you doing to this woman when you called out my name?”
“Oh, that’s a low blow!”
“You were—let me guess—you were…eating her out.”
Heat captured Degan’s cheek. He released her hands and shook his head. ‘I admit to nothing.”
“Oh damn—that’s why you’re so good at it!”
He laughed. “You’re unlike any woman I’ve ever known. You’re so open and so damn sexy—I think I should lay on my back and you need to make me come.”
“And how do you suggest I make that happen, Degan Moira?”
“Well,” he whispered, leaning back on one elbow and using his free hand to free his aching dick from his pants. “You could suck it—you could stroke it or my personal favorite, you could ride it. Choose the element of my destruction.”
To his bliss, she crawled forward, lifted her
“I can’t.”
“Mika…tell me you believe that.”
She went silent, blinking down at him. He kept her face in his hands because he needed to hear her say it. Degan wasn’t sure why it was so important to him, but hearing her say she believed she deserved the world would do his heart well. Tears toppled down her cheeks and she closed her eyes. He dipped his head forward, feathering butterfly kisses against her eye-lids. His heart broke seeing her cry. Pulling her into his chest, he held her tightly against his chest, caressing her back.
“I’m sorry, Mika. I didn’t mean to hurt you.”
“No.” She shook her head. “You didn’t hurt me. I just, I’m not used to a man being this tender with me. I’m not used to being loved by anyone and to have you here, holding me, and looking at me like I am the most beautiful woman you’ve ever seen, just tears at my soul.”
“Mika, I’ve loved you forever it seems. I can wait.”
“But you don’t have to.” She sniffled. “I am falling for you so fast it worries me.”
“Then that’s just half the battle right? All I have to do is continue being my same charming self and I’ll be able to get you to fall all the way in love with me.”
Mika laughed and kissed his chin. “Yes.”
“Does that mean you’re willing to try with me?”
“Yes. I’m willing to try.”
“Do you have any objections to leaving Simora?”
She turned away from him and pushed from the blanket. His heart broke as she walked from him and to the water’s edge. Sitting up, Degan watched her. She had her arms wrapped around herself and her face turned up in the wind. Perhaps it was too soon to ask her to leave her home. Perhaps it was too soon for everything he’d done in the past few days. Degan bowed his head. Perhaps he was an idiot to think he could have a fairytale-ish, happily ever after ending.
When she walked back to him he didn’t hear her move. He didn’t even know she stood there until she spoke.
“I have nothing here,” Mika replied. “I don’t have a job anymore because I walked away from it. The people here hate me and my apartment is falling apart around me. My mom warned me that Simora wasn’t an easy place to live—I didn’t listen. I figured I’d be here long enough to make the dance team and then I’d be gone once I made enough money. I dreamed of transferring from Simora to Vegas. I know it is a silly dream.”
“Not really—it’s your dream. I may sound like a really bad Hallmark Card but your dreams are things you hold on to.”
Mika chuckled softly and sat down before him. “All am saying is, I don’t have much and if you love me the way I think you do when I look into your eyes, you need to know all of this.”
“You worry too much,” Degan told her, scooting forward on his bum and taking her hands in his. He kissed each palm and wrist then looked up into her eyes. “I appreciate your concern about me and my reputation. But I’ve tried living without you, remember? And it ended in tears.”
She giggled. “So, what exactly were you doing to this woman when you called out my name?”
“Oh, that’s a low blow!”
“You were—let me guess—you were…eating her out.”
Heat captured Degan’s cheek. He released her hands and shook his head. ‘I admit to nothing.”
“Oh damn—that’s why you’re so good at it!”
He laughed. “You’re unlike any woman I’ve ever known. You’re so open and so damn sexy—I think I should lay on my back and you need to make me come.”
“And how do you suggest I make that happen, Degan Moira?”
“Well,” he whispered, leaning back on one elbow and using his free hand to free his aching dick from his pants. “You could suck it—you could stroke it or my personal favorite, you could ride it. Choose the element of my destruction.”
To his bliss, she crawled forward, lifted her
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