looking shocked and still breathless, “Oh my God, was
that…?”
I’m almost as
surprised as her and grin answering, “Yeah it was.”
I can’t believe
that just happened. Did I really make her have an orgasm? Before
we’d even had sex?
She looks away,
feeling shy and her face flushed. She lies back on the bed again to
catch her breath, “wow that was amazing.”
I smile again
feeling really chuffed, and she snuggles into me, hiding her face
into my chest.
I stroke her
hair as she stays quiet.
“ I’m really
pleased that you did, it’s great to be able to do that to you,” I
whisper in her ear and kiss gently along her neck again.
She giggles and
looks up at me.
“ You know you
already turn me on so much,” she says and stares up into my eyes.
“I love you.”
“ I love you
too, Star,” I reply and kiss her romantically.
We carry on
with our passionate make out session where we left off and I can’t
help wanting to make her have another one.
She buries her
head into my chest again, breathing hard.
“ Rickie, we
need to stop,” she whispers.
I hold her
close, the urge to make love to her getting stronger, “I don’t ever
want us to stop.”
I kiss her and
she responds for a while, but then she parts from my lips and our
foreheads touch.
“ I don’t think
I’ll be able to say no if you keep turning me on like this,” she
admits quietly, “and I’m still not ready.”
My heart beats
faster and I sigh, really struggling not to rip off her remaining
underwear. “You can’t tell me there’s a chance I can or I won’t
ever be able to hold myself back,” I whisper to her. It’s so
difficult to fight it when I love her and want her so
much.
We share an
intense gaze, both of us fighting the urge to carry on making out
until we end up doing it in her bed. I hold my breath, knowing that
if she comes a little bit closer or kisses me then there’s no way I
can resist her any longer.
“ I’m sorry,”
she apologises sadly and moves away, putting some distance between
us.
I finally
breathe, feeling disappointed that it’s not happening.
“ It’s okay,” I
reply, although it’s pretty much killing me. “I’d feel bad if I
pressured you into it before you’re ready.”
“ You’re really
sweet waiting for me like this,” she says gratefully. “I appreciate
it.”
I just smile
and try not to mind.
“ I could make
it up to you,” she says flirtatiously, putting her arms around my
neck and getting close to me again.
That gets my
interest straight away.
“ What do you
have in mind?” I flirt back, holding her.
She kisses me
passionately and then lets her hand slide down my chest and into my
boxers. I’m stunned by her sudden move on me and moan a little with
pleasure as I feel her touch. I can’t believe she’s going to give
me a hand job. She slowly feels me at first and then massages it
with her finger tips as she starts doing it. I breathe hard,
enjoying how amazing it feels.
She entwines
her body into mine as if we’re having sex and I move against her.
It feels a lot better this way and almost like the real
thing.
I tell her when
to start going faster and soon my eyes roll back with pleasure and
I go off.
I’m still
breathless as I lie on the bed beside her, cuddling her
close.
“ You’re really
good,” I say, impressed. “You must have done that
before.”
She shakes her
head, smiling shyly, “that was the first.”
I kiss her
gratefully, feeling a lot better.
Chapter
17
Two weeks later
we’re eating lunch together at the cafeteria.
“ Rickie, do you
know what day it is today?” she asks, smiling teasingly at me and
hoping that I know.
That’s when I
suddenly realise and smile.
“ It’s our three
month anniversary,” I answer. “Whoa, can you believe we’ve been
together that long? It’s gone by way too fast.”
“ Yeah, I guess
it has,” she agrees and holds my hand across the table, staring
into my eyes lovingly.
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