maybe do something about Leoâs feelings, but he never showed signs of having seen it. This made it all the more heartbreaking: that Leo knew . He could feel with a childâs instinct that his father had somehow rejected him.
I dreaded the day heâd be old enough to ask me why, and I would have no answer.
âTalking to you is just impossible, Margherita. All you do is throw accusations at me.â
âWell, all you need to know is that weâre going to see my mum and Lara will be fine. Youâre welcome to come and see them if you want.â
A pause. âIâll be very busy, workwise . . .â
Of course. Of course.
âBye, Ash.â
âRight. Fine. Bye.â
I put the phone down and I felt empty. I hoped that the second call would restore me a bit, but first I needed coffee. I made myself a cappuccino and sat at the table once again. I dialled the number for La Piazza. It rang a few times and I began to feel apprehensive â would it be okay to go to Glen Avich for so long? Had I made a mistake to assume she would have us? Oh God, I should have asked her first, before telling Lara and Ash . . .
But my doubts melted as soon as I heard her voice. That was my mum, my ally and best friend through thick and thin. She would not let me fall.
âHi, itâs me,â I said, stirring my cappuccino, hoping it would keep me going after the sleepless night.
âMargherita! Whatâs wrong? You sound stressed.â
âYes, well, I am. Oh, itâs Ash, itâs a million things, really. But mainly . . . Lara is having some trouble in school. She needs a change of scene. I need a change of scene. So I was thinkingââ
âOf course! Nothing would make me happier.â
I smiled. âYou guessed! I was going to ask you if I could come up.â
âPlease do. Please, please do.â The joy in her voice was like a balm for my aching heart. âIt would be such a treat to have you up. How long are you coming for? Why not the whole summer?â
âI was hoping so. But what about Michael?â
âWhat about him?â she said, and I could hear the fondness in her voice.
âWill he be okay with us being there for so long?â
âOf course! Heâll love having you around. You know his daughter and his grandchildren are in Canada, and he misses them a lot. Honestly, heâll be delighted to have you.â
âThank you, Mum,â I said tearily. The strife of the recent months was really getting to me â I was crying more often than ever in my life, even more than when I was going through fertility treatment.
âNo need to thank me. Iâm so glad also because I wonât be seeing either of your sisters. Laura is working all summer and Annaââ
âYes, she told me. Sheâs going to Colorado to see Paulâs family. Iâll miss her.â
âSo, will I be expecting you tomorrow?â she said hopefully.
I couldnât help laughing, even between my tears. âTomorrow? I havenât even packed yet!â
âSorry. Itâs never too soon . . . I canât wait to see you. The day after, then?â
I smiled again. âSchools break up next week down here. Iâll be there next Saturday.â
âOkay, then. Iâm so sorry this is happening to you . . . but Iâm so glad to have you up for so long! Iâll get the cottage ready and everything sorted for you.â
The cottage was a miniature two-room building at the bottom of their garden. They were once stables, but my mum and Michael had had them done up for us and for Michaelâs daughter to come and visit.
âThank you. Really.â
âAre Lara and Leo happy to come up?â
âLara jumped at the chance. She wants to leave her friends . . . her so-called friends behind. They have been vile to her, after she started having trouble. Especially Polly and
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