her fiancé was in the army and was shipped to Afghanistan, where he was fatally wounded in a roadside bomb explosion. I know it took her years to get over that, and from the way my father talked about her, she had trouble with every date she had afterward. None of the men who asked her out wanted to be compared to her fiancé, and apparently, she let them believe they would be.
She did have another steady boyfriend for almost two years, but they broke up when he cheated on her. Most of her energy after that went into her work and taking care of my grandmother.
She sat on my bed and smiled at me. âYou are growing up fast,â she began. âYour father says youâre thinking about boys already.â
I shrugged.
âDo you have a boyfriend?â
âNot really,â I said.
âBut thereâs a boy you like?â
I nodded.
âI was a little older than you when my mother talked to me about all this. You know how she began?â
I shook my head.
âShe said, âIâm going to tell you about yourself and how you will be when you get close to a boy, and Iâm going to warn you about things, but you know what, Barbara? Youâre going to do what you want anyway,âââ she said. âEvery girl does, and any mother who thinks differently is just fooling herself to make herself worry less. So let me tell you how it was for me the first time I did more than kiss a boy,â she began.
I donât think I ever paid stricter attention to anything anyone had ever said. When I looked back on that evening and the way she followed up with me often, I thought that even though Cathy had a mother and a brilliant older brother, I was the luckier one for this part of life. At least, that was what I suspected, but I knew I had to keep reading to see if I was right, to seeif Cathy ever paid any attention to her brother Christopherâs information about men and women or if her mother gave her the education my mother couldnât.
Today, Cathy and I were both surprised but for different reasons. I should write that Cathy was more shocked.
We learned something I was beginning to suspect.
I noticed some physical changes in Momma and went to the âMerck Manualâ to confirm my suspicions.
When we came home from school, I knew immediately that something was very different. Momma wasnât at the door or even moving about the house. She was sitting in her favorite chair by the fireplace and knitting what looked like a tiny sweater.
She put it aside to hug us both. Cathyâs eyes never left the sweater. I knew she was thinking it was probably for one of her dolls.
âItâs freezing out there today, Momma,â I said, and moved to the fireplace.
Cathy never stopped staring at the knitting.
âI have news for you both,â Momma began. âI was at Dr. Bloomâs today.â
âYouâre not sick,â I said. If anything, she looked healthier. After reading what I had, I suspected what she was going to say.
âNo. Iâm pregnant, children. Here, Christopher,â she said, and urged me to feelher stomach. She watched me carefully. I think I realized what she was waiting to hear me say.
âThereâs a lot of movement in your womb.â
âWhatâs a womb?â Cathy asked.
âA room for a fetus,â I said, looking at Momma.
She smiled. âVery good, Christopher. They heard two heartbeats,â she said.
âTwins?â
I looked at Cathy, who was acting very strangely now. She began to back away as if Momma might explode. She looked angry, too.
âDo you understand, Cathy? Momma is going to have at least twins. I hope two boys,â I said. âIdentical twins, and not simply fraternal.â
âYouâll be a wonderful older brother, no matter what they are,â Momma said, and looked at Cathy. âAnd youâll be a wonderful older sister.â
Cathy didnât say anything.