Melinda would never forget how Maddie Routh had sobbed as her husband lost consciousness.
Heâs gone, isnât he? Talk to him. Michael! Michael, say something! Tell him. Tell him to stay with me. Tell him the baby needs him. Oh, God,
sheâd cried.
Itâll be okay,
Melinda kept saying over and over again, because it was all she could say. Sheâd been trained to deal with these types of situations. She handled them every day. She knew how to save lives, and she knew when a life was too far gone to the other side to be saved. Sheâd seen the look in Michael Routhâs eyes so many times before, and it was never good news.
Calm down. Weâre going to get you out. Be calm,
sheâd repeated.
âI prayed with him,â Karen said, interrupting Melindaâs thoughts. âIt was the weirdest thing. I havenât been to church since I was ten years old. I never pray. But somehowI knew it was the only thing I could do for him. So I prayed the Lordâs Prayer, because it was the only prayer I could remember. Ever since, Iâve prayed it every night before bed.â
âI heard you,â Joanna said. âI thought that was what you were doing.â
âIt still doesnât help,â Karen said, and she picked up her coffee and took a long sip.
âDo you know anything about the baby?â Melinda asked. âHave you heard anything? Do they know anything here?â
Karen and Joanna shook their heads, and Joanna went back to eating, only the bites were very small and tentative now.
âI should go to work,â Karen said. âI canât be late. Iâve got some favors I might need to call in.â She wadded up the napkin on her lap and placed it on the table.
âWhere do you work?â Joanna asked.
âA law office,â Karen said. âBut Iâm not a lawyer, so you donât have to start hating me.â She smiled wanly. âYou?â
Joanna chewed, swallowed, seemed to consider what she might say. âI am unemployed at the moment. I kind of abandoned my job. My life, really. This is the only place Iâve been in a month. My parents are starting to worry Iâve died. I should call them.â
âYes, you should,â Karen said. âTake it from me, it drives you a little crazy when you donât hear from your adult kids.â She picked up her cell phone and waggled it in the air before dropping it into her purse. âAlthough I guess if my sonâs worst problem was unemployment, I would throw a party.â
âWell, thatâs probably not my worst problem,â Joanna said blandly. âBut thatâs a story for another day, I suppose.â
Melinda drained her orange juice, almost shocked to see it empty, and shook her head emphatically. âIâve got to know,â she said. âI canât just keep wondering forever what happened to him.â
âWho?â Joanna asked.
âThe baby. Maddie Routhâs baby. I have to know if he survived. I want to at least be able to say he survived. Isnât it eating you up?â
âI wouldnât say âeating me up,ââ Joanna said. She pushed a lock of hair behind one ear. âI mean, Iâve thought about them, but itâs not, you know, keeping me up at night.â
âItâs kept me up,â Karen said. âNot every night, but Iâve been up thinking about them.â She looked at Melinda. âYou said âhim.â Do you know that itâs a boy?â
âNo, thatâs just what I was picturing,â Melinda said. She scooted the empty juice glass on the table between her fingers, knowing, but unable to admit to herself, that this was only partly about the Routh baby. It was mostly about her own. âBut I canât just keep picturing for the rest of my life. I canât imagine myself at eighty years old, wondering whether the Routh baby is getting ready to retire, or died
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