problem unlocking my door either. He
simply produced a key from his pocket and unlocked it. I started to
say something, but he quieted me with a wink. Winks were sexy and
made my stomach flutter, in turn allowing me to forget what in the
hell I was even mad about.
Luke grabbed my hand and pulled me to the
overstuffed couch in the library. It was the only piece of
furniture in a room with hundreds of books. He sat down, pulling me
on top of him-the couch swallowing us as we sat.
“You said you would try, but I don’t think
you understand the extent of this. I want you to know that I am not
trying to talk you outta it, but you need to know what you are
getting yourself into.”
I didn’t know the extent of this situation or our relationship, but I did know that I wanted to be
wherever Luke was. I can handle the other shit. I think.
“I can’t just make you my ol’ lady. I refuse
to do that. In the position that I’m in and with the shit we have
going on right now in the club, I will not bring someone in who
will complicate shit. This choice is entirely up to you. I will
train you, the girls will help you, but you have to know that this
is my lifestyle. I won’t have you around as just my girlfriend. I
want you as my supporter and I want you to agree to this life and
make it your life, too.”
I now fully understood the meaning of “cold
feet.” Maybe this wasn’t such a good idea. I felt like I was at a
job interview and I would be lying if I said it didn’t piss me off
just a little. Luke was in Devil’s Renegades President, LLC mode
and long gone was my sweet guy from the car.
“You are with me and everyone knows it, but
before I put a cut on you- letting everyone know that you belong to
me; you are gonna have to earn it.” When he said it like that, I
felt like a submissive who was trying to earn a collar. I wasn’t
the submissive type.
“This can be a beautiful thing, Dallas, but
only if you want it,” he said, a little softer this time.
“I don’t know what I want,” I said, a little
too bitchy.
“You said you would try.”
“I am trying! But when you say shit like
‘training me,’ it scares the fuck outta me! I’m not a dog, Luke.
I’m a person and I refuse to be treated like anything less.”
Luke let out a deep breath, clearly
exasperated, “Can you keep your mouth shut when I ask you to?”
“Yes.”
“Can you not flirt, associate, or throw
yourself at other men?”
“Yes,” I said, a little more annoyed this
time.
“Can you treat my MC family as if it was your
family and show them love and respect and loyalty as if they were
your own?”
I looked at him confused. “I thought I
already did.”
His face softened completely and he smiled
shaking his head, “Yeah, baby. You did.” Luke brought his hand to
the side of my neck, pulling my head down so my forehead was
touching his.
“Kiss me,” he whispered against my lips. I
turned to put my knees on either side of his thighs, straddling his
waist and put my hands on each side of his face. I took the moment
to stare at his lips of perfection. Those lips had been on every
part of my body. They had kissed my tears away, brought me joy and
ecstasy, told me they loved me and brought me more pleasure in a
single kiss, than I have had in a lifetime. Luke moved his tongue
so that it slid across his bottom lip and I could wait no longer to
taste him. The kiss was soft at first. Just a touch of my lips
against his. When I ran my tongue along his bottom lip, just as he
had, I heard him groan and me kissing him was over.
He grabbed my face between his hands, tilting
my head so he had better access and forced my mouth open with his
tongue. His kiss was hard and rough and I loved every second of it.
I couldn’t get enough. I started to grind my hips against him and
could feel his hardness through his jeans. I pulled away from him,
breaking the kiss and slid myself between his legs, so that I was
on my knees on the floor in front
simply produced a key from his pocket and unlocked it. I started to
say something, but he quieted me with a wink. Winks were sexy and
made my stomach flutter, in turn allowing me to forget what in the
hell I was even mad about.
Luke grabbed my hand and pulled me to the
overstuffed couch in the library. It was the only piece of
furniture in a room with hundreds of books. He sat down, pulling me
on top of him-the couch swallowing us as we sat.
“You said you would try, but I don’t think
you understand the extent of this. I want you to know that I am not
trying to talk you outta it, but you need to know what you are
getting yourself into.”
I didn’t know the extent of this situation or our relationship, but I did know that I wanted to be
wherever Luke was. I can handle the other shit. I think.
“I can’t just make you my ol’ lady. I refuse
to do that. In the position that I’m in and with the shit we have
going on right now in the club, I will not bring someone in who
will complicate shit. This choice is entirely up to you. I will
train you, the girls will help you, but you have to know that this
is my lifestyle. I won’t have you around as just my girlfriend. I
want you as my supporter and I want you to agree to this life and
make it your life, too.”
I now fully understood the meaning of “cold
feet.” Maybe this wasn’t such a good idea. I felt like I was at a
job interview and I would be lying if I said it didn’t piss me off
just a little. Luke was in Devil’s Renegades President, LLC mode
and long gone was my sweet guy from the car.
“You are with me and everyone knows it, but
before I put a cut on you- letting everyone know that you belong to
me; you are gonna have to earn it.” When he said it like that, I
felt like a submissive who was trying to earn a collar. I wasn’t
the submissive type.
“This can be a beautiful thing, Dallas, but
only if you want it,” he said, a little softer this time.
“I don’t know what I want,” I said, a little
too bitchy.
“You said you would try.”
“I am trying! But when you say shit like
‘training me,’ it scares the fuck outta me! I’m not a dog, Luke.
I’m a person and I refuse to be treated like anything less.”
Luke let out a deep breath, clearly
exasperated, “Can you keep your mouth shut when I ask you to?”
“Yes.”
“Can you not flirt, associate, or throw
yourself at other men?”
“Yes,” I said, a little more annoyed this
time.
“Can you treat my MC family as if it was your
family and show them love and respect and loyalty as if they were
your own?”
I looked at him confused. “I thought I
already did.”
His face softened completely and he smiled
shaking his head, “Yeah, baby. You did.” Luke brought his hand to
the side of my neck, pulling my head down so my forehead was
touching his.
“Kiss me,” he whispered against my lips. I
turned to put my knees on either side of his thighs, straddling his
waist and put my hands on each side of his face. I took the moment
to stare at his lips of perfection. Those lips had been on every
part of my body. They had kissed my tears away, brought me joy and
ecstasy, told me they loved me and brought me more pleasure in a
single kiss, than I have had in a lifetime. Luke moved his tongue
so that it slid across his bottom lip and I could wait no longer to
taste him. The kiss was soft at first. Just a touch of my lips
against his. When I ran my tongue along his bottom lip, just as he
had, I heard him groan and me kissing him was over.
He grabbed my face between his hands, tilting
my head so he had better access and forced my mouth open with his
tongue. His kiss was hard and rough and I loved every second of it.
I couldn’t get enough. I started to grind my hips against him and
could feel his hardness through his jeans. I pulled away from him,
breaking the kiss and slid myself between his legs, so that I was
on my knees on the floor in front
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