head feels heavy and light all at once. Oxygen drunk. I drop my head against the soft grass and laugh. Itâs only Luck.
He reaches a hand down to me. âYouâre going to get us caught.â
âSorry.â I take his hand and pull myself to my feet. âI didnât know you were you.â
âWhat are you doing here?â
âI couldnât sleep.â I look down at my naked feet and try to brush away the clips of wet grass stuck to my skirt. What was I thinking, walking out alone in a strange ship? What if it hadnât been Luck underneath that tree? And what must this boy . . . this man, whoâs supposed to become my husband, think of me, walking his ship half dressed at night? Did he see me thinking on stealing his creweâs lemons?
âIâm sorry. Iâll go.â I try to step around him.
âWait.â Luck catches me by the arm. The warm grip of his fingers on my skin turns my whole body live, magnetized. I gasp. I stop. For the first time, I notice his feet are bare, too, and his hair rumpled.
âI couldnât sleep either,â Luck says. âI go out walking sometimes when I get that way. Or swimming.â
We stare at each other, linked up skin to skin.
âMy father asked me to come with him to the meet room tomorrow,â Luck says. âI figure you donât have to guess much to know what thatâs about.â
âWith me here as a bride, you mean.â I keep my head down and finger the copper bands on my wrist, already greening my skin beneath their wires.
âRight so.â He loosens his grip on my arm and stands up formal and straight. âIâm sorry for touching you before weâre bound, Parastrata Ava. You were always some proper and . . .â
âIâm not.â My eyes flash up to meet his andâthereâthey find a place to rest safe again. Itâs exhilarating, this feeling of doing something dangerous and right, all wrapped up together in my chest. I step closer. âIâm not only some proper. Not always.â
Luck looks down at me. He blinks into my face, as if heâs trying to figure out how to mesh me with the smallgirl he knew five turns past.
I fumble for his hand and fold my fingers around his, trying to press what I feel in through his skin. âIâve been practicing those fixes Soli taught me. The ones you said I could learn. You remember?â
He laughs. âWhat, still? After all these turns?â
I drop his hand, hurt. âI taught myself others.â
âNo, I mean . . . Iâm only surprised, is all. Thatâs none proper for a so girl, from what I saw on your Parastrata . I thought youâd be too busy with Priority. But Iâm happy. Iâm glad.â He reaches out and squeezes my fingers lightly.
âMe too.â
âDo you think . . .â He stops and glances at the entrance to the garden room. âHave you ever been swimming?â
âSwimming?â The word curls strange around my tongue. When we were smallgirls, Llell dared me to go floating in the water converterâs desalination pool. Weâd heard about some of the older boys sneaking down there, how the water was supposed to float you some like the Void would, but some not. More like a giant hand holding you up , one of them had said. But Modrie Reller caught us ankle deep in the filter reeds and made us drink from the salt pool until we vomited brine. Llell and I never went back.
I shake my head.
âCome on.â Luck tugs my hand. âIâll show you.â
âI donât know. . . .â
âYouâll be all right,â Luck says. âI swear. I know this ship backward. I know when the night Fixes come and go.â
I hesitate.
âYou trust me,â Luck says. âRight so?â
I frown. âYou swear it?â
âI swear it.â Luck smiles. âDonât you want to live some
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