said:
âIâve got through it all! Five hundred for Mrs. Bishopâsheâs been here such years. A hundred for the cook and fifty each for Milly and Olive. Five pounds each to the others. Twenty-five for Stephens, the head gardener; and thereâs old Gerrard, of course, at the Lodge. I havenât done anything about him yet. Itâs awkward. Heâll have to be pensioned off, I suppose?â
She paused and then went on rather hurriedly:
âIâm settling two thousand on Mary Gerrard. Do you think thatâs what Aunt Laura would have wished? It seemed to me about the right sum.â
Roddy said without looking at her:
âYes, exactly right. Youâve always got excellent judgement, Elinor.â
He turned to look out of the window again.
Elinor held her breath for a minute, then she began to speak with nervous haste, the words tumbling out incoherently:
âThereâs something more: I want toâitâs only rightâI mean, youâve got to have your proper share, Roddy.â
As he wheeled round, anger on his face, she hurried on:
âNo, listen, Roddy. This is just bare justice! The money that was your uncleâsâthat he left to his wifeânaturally he always assumed it would come to you. Aunt Laura meant it to, too. I know she did, from lots of things she said. If I have her money, you should have the amount that was his âitâs only right. IâI canât bear to feelIâve robbed youâjust because Aunt Laura funked making a will. You mustâyou must see sense about this!â
Roderickâs long, sensitive face had gone dead white.
He said:
âMy God, Elinor, do you want to make me feel an utter cad? Do you think for one moment I couldâcould take this money from you?â
âIâm not giving it to you. Itâs justâfair.â
Roddy cried out:
âI donât want your money!â
âIt isnât mine!â
âItâs yours by lawâand thatâs all that matters! For Godâs sake, donât letâs be anything but strictly businesslike! I wonât take a penny from you. Youâre not going to do the Lady Bountiful to me!â
Elinor cried out:
âRoddy!â
He made a quick gesture.
âOh, my dear, Iâm sorry. I donât know what Iâm saying. I feel so bewilderedâso utterly lostâ¦.â
Elinor said gently:
âPoor Roddyâ¦.â
He had turned away again and was playing with the blind tassel of the window. He said in a different tone, a detached one:
âDo you know whatâMary Gerrard proposes doing?â
âSheâs going to train as a masseuse, so she says.â
He said, âI see.â
There was a silence. Elinor drew herself up; she flung back her head. Her voice when she spoke was suddenly compelling.
She said:
âRoddy, I want you to listen to me carefully!â
He turned to her, slightly surprised.
âOf course, Elinor.â
âI want you, if you will, to follow my advice.â
âAnd what is your advice?â
Elinor said calmly:
âYou are not particularly tied? You can always get a holiday, canât you?â
âOh, yes.â
âThen doâjust that. Go abroad somewhere forâsay, three months. Go by yourself. Make new friends and see new places. Letâs speak quite frankly. At this moment you think youâre in love with Mary Gerrard. Perhaps you are. But it isnât a moment for approaching herâyou know that only too well. Our engagement is definitely broken off. Go abroad, then, as a free man, and at the end of the three months, as a free man, make up your mind. Youâll know then whether youâreally love Mary or whether it was only a temporary infatuation. And if you are quite sure you do love herâwell, then, come back and go to her and tell her so, and that youâre quite sure about it, and perhaps then sheâll
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