and incredibly comforting to her. Kell must have seen or sensed her terror. âI, uhâ Thatâs my ex-husband. Heâs the commander of the 80th Shadow Squadron thatâs stationed at Bagram.â Her voice sounded dry. Scared. Licking her lips, she said, âHeâs always like that.â
âLike what?â
âA control freak,â Leah muttered with distaste. And sexually and physically abusive toward her, playing with her mind, her emotions. A shiver coursed through her and Leah forced herself to hold it together.
Kell saw genuine terror in Leahâs eyes. She was easy to read, plus he had his SEAL instincts that never led him wrong and had kept him alive throughout the years. She was frightened. Of her ex? It seemed like it. He watched as her right hand shook as she placed the packet on the MRE bag.
Something repulsive hit him. Ballard couldnât define it. Didnât know what it was about, but God help him, he felt it around Leah. Like a dark, ugly shadow. And she wouldnât look at him.
Leah forced herself to speak. âWhat was the decision?â The last place she wanted to go was Bagram, where sheâd have Hayden in her face, making her life utterly miserable.
âMaster Chief told him no,â Kell offered. âI was going to add that the CIA is picking up a lot of radio and cell-phone chatter around the border. When that happens, it means a big push by our enemy is coming shortly. And right now, every forward operating base is on high alert. Weâve got air assets piling in to be used and every SEAL is out in teams at choke points, working with the Rangers and Delta Force operators. Itâs a big assault thatâs coming our way.â
He held her shattered-looking gaze. More gently, Kell added, âYouâre safer here with me for now, Leah. I know this isnât great digs and Iâm sure youâre looking forward to a hot shower and hot food...â And he was going to miss her when she left. All day, heâd been looking forward to coming home tonight, seeing her here. Talking with her. Getting to know her. Kell couldnât ever recall a woman making him feel like this. It was Leah, he realized. There was a special connection between them. Kell had felt it from the outset. Now, it was stronger, tighter, more palpable than ever. He could feel it and he knew Leah did, too.
âIâd rather stay here, Kell, if I have any say in it.â
âYou have every right to have a say in your rescue. The master chief asked me what I thought youâd want to do and I took a risk and said youâd rather stay with me until we can get a safe opening to get you out of here.â His mouth crooked. âGlad I made the right call.â
Relief flooded through her. âYou did.â And then Leah shook her head. âSometimes I think you know me better than I know myself.â She said it in jest, but Kell had shown repeatedly he could read her, see right through her, ask the right question or have the correct observations about her.
âArenât you going to eat?â Kell urged her in a quiet tone.
âNo. Iâm...not hungry.â
âBecause youâre upset?â
âYes.â She shouldnât bare her soul to Kell, but dammit, she felt like doing exactly that. He was a good listener. But she was afraid Kell would judge her if she told him the sordid story of her marriage to Hayden Grant. âIâm just not feeling good,â she muttered, setting the MRE aside.
âWhat can I do to help?â
Leah sat without reacting, but inwardly, her heart just somersaulted and her pulse began to race. Her lower body went hot and dammit, she felt the dampness between her thighs.
Again
. Pushing her fingers through her dirty hair, she growled, âNothing.â
Kell got it. Another land mine. Only this time, it had a name attached to it: Major Hayden Grant. He didnât know the Army officer, having
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