Iâm usually so full of ideas and interests and things I want to pursue that I canât pick one.
But right now, while sitting in the school that feels as foreign as one in Japan, I canât think of anything I want to do, except go home to Cottonwood and have my normal life back. Iâm interested in that. Iâm interested in what dress Iâd wear to prom if Nick dumped Nikki, and interested in whether heâd like lime green and blackâhe could get a lime green shirt with black tie, or would it look better the opposite? Yes, the opposite. I really want that lime green dress at that dress shop near the Underground. On the drive home, I saw it again with a light shining down like a promise of dances to come.
Mom says, âShe likes different kinds of arts. And foreign languages. She wanted to take several classes that arenât offered anymore at her old school.â
âThatâs happening more and more in small, rural communities. But not here. We have a lot to offer in our arts programs. And youâll be surprised at the variety of languages. We certainly have French. We even offer Mandarin.â
âMandarin?â What would I do with Chinese? I wonder, though maybe Iâll tell Kate Iâm taking that since she teases me so often about my ever-fluctuating interests.
We set up my schedule, and I pick French 1 and International Cooking for my electives.
Then Mr. James asks, âDo you know anyone who attends here?â
âI met a guy . . . Frankie something, maybe Clark, or Conklin?â
âOh yes, Franklin Klarken is a wonderful young man. Heâs a little overly enthusiastic at times, and unfocused in his studies . . . but what a character. Heâs a junior this year, I believe. I try to know all of the students by name, but that goal keeps me on my toes. Anyway, I assigned a member of student council to show you around on Monday. She will be stopping by to meet you any minute now.â He looks at a Marin High clock on the wall.
Mr. James and my mom talk away about the school programs and college opportunities while he types in my new schedule. A strange sort of panic washes over me, like a wave of sadness or fear or hysteriaâmaybe all three. My feet want to run from this place.
âHi, Mr. James.â A pretty face peeks into the room. Short brown hair and brown eyes. Sheâs one of those natural beauties and wears only a subtle hint of makeup.
Mr. James stands up eagerly. âCome in, come in. Lucinda is the sophomore class treasurer, the head of debate club, and a track-and-field star.â
âWow,â I say.
Lucinda motions like sheâs brushing away the compliment. âAnd I still wonât get into Princeton unless I get my act together.â
While Mom finishes with Mr. James, I follow Lucinda outside. Sheâs my first real hope for useful information. And she might offer my first possibility of friendship.
âSo where are you from again?â
âNear Redding. Itâs about three or four hours north.â
She rests a knee on a bench the way a jock might, but sheâs so pretty itâs sort of a humorous stance. âIâve been as far north as Mendocino or Napa. Are there any spas up there?â
âSpas?â
âMy mother is doing this tour of spas. Sheâs in Budapest right now, but I know sheâs gone around California. She has this book about the best spas in the world and wants to try every one of them. I guess everyone needs goals.â
I laugh. âYeah, I guess so.â
âIâm more like my father. Iâd rather tour all the golf courses or the top architectural wonders.â
âWeâre not really known for any of those things, though we have them. Like the Sundial Bridge, which is really cool. And Redding does have a church designed by Frank Lloyd Wright, but I suppose with all you have down here, that wouldnât be all that
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