here.â
âIâll stay anyway.â
She curled her hand into a fist, then uncurled it slowly. It wasnât possible for her to admit she wanted him to, or that for the first time in years she was frightened of being alone. Since she had to cave in, it was better to think of the arrangement on a practical level.
âAll right, the roomâs twenty a week, first week in advance.â
He grinned as he reached for his wallet. âAll business?â
âI canât afford anything else.â After putting the twenty onthe counter, she stacked the bowls. âYouâll have to see to your own food. The twenty doesnât include meals.â
He watched her take the bowls to the sink and wash them. âIâll manage.â
âIâll give you a key in the morning.â She took a towel and meticulously dried the bowls. âDo you think heâll be back?â She tried to make her voice casual, and failed.
âI donât know.â He crossed to her to lay a hand on her shoulder. âYou wonât be alone if he does.â
When she looked at him, her eyes were steady again. Something inside him unknotted. âAre you protecting me, Jonas, or just looking for your revenge?â
âI do one, maybe Iâll get the other.â He twined the ends of her hair around his finger, watching the dark gold spread over his skin. âYou said yourself Iâm not a nice man.â
âWhat are you?â she whispered.
âJust a man.â When his gaze lifted to hers, she didnât believe him. He wasnât just a man, but a man with patience, with power and with violence. âIâve wondered the same about you. Youâve got secrets, Elizabeth.â
She was breathless. In defense, she lifted her hand to his. âTheyâve got nothing to do with you.â
âMaybe they donât. Maybe you do.â
It happened very slowly, so slowly she could have stopped it. Yet she seemed unable to move. His arms slipped around her, drawing her close with an arrogant sort of laziness that should have been his undoing. Instead, Liz watched, fascinated, as his mouth lowered to hers.
Sheâd just thought of him as a violent man, but his lips were soft, easy, persuading. It had been so long since sheâd allowed herself to be persuaded. With barely any pressure, with only the slightest hint of power, he sapped the will sheâd always reliedon. Her mind raced with questions, then clouded over to a fine, smoky mist. She wasnât aware of how sweetly, how hesitantly her mouth answered his.
Whatever impulse had driven him to kiss her was lost in the reality of mouth against mouth. Heâd expected her to resist, or to answer with fire and passion. To find her so soft, yielding, unsteady, had his own desire building in a way heâd never experienced. It was as though sheâd never been kissed before, never been held close to explore what man and woman have for each other. Yet she had a daughter, he reminded himself. Sheâd had a child, she was young, beautiful. Other men had held her like this. Yet he felt like the first and had no choice but to treat her with care.
The more she gave, the more he wanted. Heâd known needs before. The longer he held her, the longer he wanted to. He understood passions. But a part of himself he couldnât understand held back, demanded restraint. She wanted himâhe could feel it. But even as his blood began to swim, his hands, as if under their own power, eased her away.
Needs, so long unstirred, churned in her. As she stared back at him, Liz felt them spring to life, with all their demands and risks. It wouldnât happen to her again. But even as she renewed the vow she felt the soft, fluttering longings waltz through her. It couldnât happen again. But the eyes that were wide and on his reflected confusion and hurt and hope. It was a combination that left Jonas shaken.
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