raw. This chicken soup should be the best thing.â
She snatched the can from his hand. âI can fix my own dinner, and youâre not renting a room.â
âI appreciate your generosity.â He took the can back from her. âBut Iâd rather keep it on a business level. Twenty dollars a week seems fair. Youâd better take it, Liz,â he added before she could speak. âBecause Iâm staying, one way or the other. Sit down,â he said again and looked for a pot.
She wanted to be angry. It would help keep everything else bottled up. She wanted to shout at him, to throw him bodily out of her house. Instead she sat because her knees were too weak to hold her any longer.
What had happened to her control? For ten years sheâd been running her own life, making every decision by herself, forherself. For ten years, she hadnât asked advice, she hadnât asked for help. Now something had taken control and decisions out of her hands, something she knew nothing about. Her life was part of a game, and she didnât know any of the rules.
She looked down and saw the tear drop on the back of her hand. Quickly, she reached up and brushed others from her cheeks. But she couldnât stop them. One more decision had been taken from her.
âCan you eat some toast?â Jonas asked her as he dumped the contents of the soup in a pan. When she didnât answer, he turned to see her sitting stiff and pale at the table, tears running unheeded down her face. He swore and turned away again. There was nothing he could do for her, he told himself. Nothing he could offer. Then, saying nothing, he came to the table, pulled a chair up beside her and waited.
âI thought heâd kill me.â Her voice broke as she pressed a hand to her face. âI felt the knife against my throat and thought I was going to die. Iâm so scared. Oh God, Iâm so scared.â
He drew her against him and let her sob out the fear. He wasnât used to comforting women. Those he knew well were too chic to shed more than a delicate drop or two. But he held her close during a storm of weeping that shook her body and left her gasping.
Her skin was icy, as if to prove the fact that fear made the blood run cold. She couldnât summon the pride to draw herself away, to seek a private spot as sheâd always done in a crisis. He didnât speak to tell her everything would be fine; he didnât murmur quiet words of comfort. He was simply there. When she was drained, he still held her. The rain began slowly, patting the glass of the windows and pinging on the roof. He still held her.
When she shifted away, he rose and went back to the stove. Without a word, he turned on the burner. Minutes later he seta bowl in front of her then went back to ladle some for himself. Too tired to be ashamed, Liz began to eat. There was no sound in the kitchen but the slow monotonous plop of rain on wood, tin and glass.
She hadnât realized she could be hungry, but the bowl was empty almost before she realized it. With a little sigh, she pushed it away. He was tipped back in his chair, smoking in silence.
âThank you.â
âOkay.â Her eyes were swollen, accentuating the vulnerability that always haunted them. It tugged at him, making him uneasy. Her skin, with its ripe, warm honey glow was pale, making her seem delicate and defenseless. She was a woman, he realized, that a man had to keep an emotional distance from. Get too close and youâd be sucked right in. It wouldnât do to care about her too much when he needed to use her to help both of them. From this point on, heâd have to hold the controls.
âI suppose I was more upset than I realized.â
âYouâre entitled.â
She nodded, grateful he was making it easy for her to skim over what she considered an embarrassing display of weakness. âThereâs no reason for you to stay
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