night, swim a little, run a little. I mean Fred walks fast ⦠cardio-pulmonary, you know ⦠I suppose you keep busy, huh?â asked Ellen, then directed herself again to Malinche, enunciating very carefully as if to make sure sheâd pick it up, âI suppose you keep him busy!â
âMainly we sleep,â said Malinche, âwe put on the TV, CNN mainly, and sleep. And when I donât sleep and actually watch the news I get terribly depressed.â
âI quilt a lot these days,â said Ellen, turning north on the lake now, the lake of Buzzâs youth, grey, endless, dead, frozen a little way out and then open water, white on white on grey, on white again, the lake of his youth, but not up here in Upper Middle Class-ville, south, South Shore, Middle-Middle ⦠Ellen and Fred had edged their way up a few significant rungs on the social ladder, âkeeps my joints loose ⦠and itâs so âhomey,ââ then refocusing on Buzz, âWhen are you going to retire?â
âA couple/few years. I want to build up as much equity as possible in my retirement account. Iâll probably move to New York to be with Sarah and Itzak, Hannahâs in Israel, but sheâll be backâhopefullyâin another year. And Mitziâs in New York with Jeeyoun and Manny, Moe and Jack ⦠â
âManny, Moe and Jack?!?!â Ellen laughed, swerved the car momentarily over toward the center line, almost head on into a big cement truck with its mixer turning dolefully (where the fuck were they going to pour concrete in this weather?) in the feathery, frozen air, âOooooop ⦠that was close ⦠weâll end up having a reunion in heaven. Four are dead already, you know that, huh?â
âThatâs what Fat Frannyâs letter said,â remembering The Dead so vividly, little squirrely smiley Randy Foreman and Mr. Big, Moe Belucci (keep upwind from him on a hot day, his flesh always smelling like rancid cheese), Jim OâHalleron, Mr. Clean, and Little Benny OâCallaghan, kind of a little boy-Donald Duck blend.
âI guess Benny was an alcoholic. And Belucci was so huge. Remember how he used to overflow off the seats, and every time he walked heâd squish, squish, squish, squish, squish.⦠â
Requiest in Pace.
Not that he and Ellen and the rest had that much longer, Buzz very aware of his own tick-tock mortality, feeling invaded, in fact, right now by memories of his mother, not here, but out in California, Happy Valley Retirement Center out in Pomona, 5,400 ancient ones all plopped down in a 40-acre retirement colony, surrounded by a ten-foot-high stone wall, simply waitingto die. His mother invading him now, in fact, sitting there next to them, between him and Ellen.
Grimore Park, the far North Shore, where his mother had always aspired to live, but had never even come close, no matter how hard she pushed his M.D. father to pull in the cash. Behave yourself now, she was saying, in some hollow funeral parlorish precinct in his mind, behave yourself, donât tell them youâre Moslem, leave Ms. Urdu at Ellenâs place to ârest,â you never know who might react to you at the reunion, or what you may want to do, almost feeling that he could use the services of an exorcist, get rid of the old grey witch once and for all. Sheâd haunted his whole life while she was alive, and now the haunting went on even more maddeningly because he couldnât walk away from it, it rose up from inside, like mists off of swamp waters â¦
âMaybe we ought to just stay at your place and watch CNN,â said Buzz, kidding around, sure, but if sheâd taken him in earnest.
âIâm curious, arenât you? Like that snot, Jean Korzenowski. Iâve got to find out what sheâs been doing in the last fifty years, remember her?â
âMy arch rival!â laughed Buzz.
Laughed, but Korzenowski had been
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