regain your strength.” “Oh, very well,” Bri replied ungraciously. “Just so you leave me alone.” Raven complacently placed a tray over the young lady’s lap and handed her a spoon. “Do you think you can manage on your own?” she asked with quiet concern. “What the devil is this rot?” Bri exclaimed as she examined the bowl before her, ignoring Raven’s inquiry. “That rot, as you so quaintly put it, is cook’s never-fail remedy for ailing strength. She says you are to drink every last drop or you’ll have her to contend with.” Raven smiled brilliantly. “And I reckon Adam will be back in here to put a bug in your ear as well.” “Let him, I’m not eating that slop,” Bri responded querulously. “If you don’t get your strength back,” the actress retorted slyly, “then how do you suppose you will be able to escape Adam again?” Bri shot her a penetrating look. Then she grinned. “You’re right, you know. I wouldn’t want him to get lazy and fat just because I neglected to give him a run for his money.” “That’s the spirit! Now eat it all. Can you manage?” she asked again. “Yes, you can go beard the lion in his den as I know you are itching to do,” Bri replied with a smile. Raven smiled back and that was the start of a most unconventional friendship between a titled lady of good birth and upbringing and a confessed lady of the night.
Adam was in his study going over his accounts when Raven entered the room. Her wool skirts swirled around her and he wondered why she still insisted on wearing her “governess” costumes when everyone knew who she was and what she was to him. “To what do I owe this unexpected pleasure?” Adam asked politely as he rose from his chair. “I’m curious,” his mistress commented as she came around to his side of the desk and put her arms around his waist. She looked up at him with a benign expression on her beautiful face. “Do you want her dead or do you just delight in tormenting her?” Adam placed his hands on Raven’s shoulders. His voice was calmly inquiring when he replied but his eyes held dangerous sparks. “What business is that of yours, my dear?” “I like her, Adam. I won’t let you destroy her.” “As I’ve destroyed you?” he asked quietly. Raven felt a lump in her throat. Did she secretly blame Adam for her own lack of moral conviction? She supposed she did, somewhat. But how on earth would he guess such a thing? Adam tensed his hands on her shoulders. Her black eyes met his with a look of such bewildered sadness that he was taken aback. “You do believe that. You think I destroyed you.” It was not a question. Adam felt hurt that she would blame him. If she had simply said something, he never would have taken her on. “Please don’t change the subject,” she said in an attempt to draw his attention away from her. “I want to know what you plan to do with that poor girl.” “And I want to know why you accepted my offer of protection when it wasn’t what you wanted,” he countered softly. His eyes held an implacable look of determination. “Who do you think is going to get their way?” Raven found herself weakening under the onslaught of tenderness she saw in his eyes. She was not naïve enough to believe he was in love with her. She knew it was nothing more than a pleasurable arrangement for him to keep her. She even knew he liked her most of the time. But she never considered he might actually care for her as anything more than a release for pent-up emotions. Raven squeezed her eyes tightly shut against the tears that threatened. Adam regarded his mistress steadily. He reached out and wiped away a tear that escaped her tightly closed eyes. He wondered if she was in love with him. He knew he wasn’t in love with her. He realized his world would be just as painful and barely tolerable with or without her in it. But he did care about her. He imagined love went much deeper than mere