liked him twice as much as the men in this town Iâd known my whole life. And my life was what was at stake here. One way or another. âAnd you should take me with you.â
âNo.â Jinâs answer came so quick, I knew heâd been expecting me to ask, maybe even before Iâd decided to. He didnât meet my eyes as he spoke next. âYou saved my life and Iâm returning the favor.â
âI didnât ask you to do that.â I tried to check the desperation in my voice. âIâm just asking you to get me out.â
His eyes were fixed on mine, trapping me there. âYou donât even know where Iâm going.â
âI donât care.â I caught myself leaning closer, too close when there was already nothing between us. âI just need help getting anywhere thatâs not here. Somewhere with a train, or a decent road. Then we can call it quits and I can find my own way to Izman. Thereâs nothing for me here, any more than there is for you.â
âAnd who says thereâs anything for you out there?â
The words stung. âThereâs got to be more than here.â He laughed, and for that split second, I had the advantage. I took it. âPlease.â I was as close to him as I could get without touching him. âHavenât you ever wanted something so bad that it becomes more than a want? I
need
to get out of this town. I need it like I need to breathe.â
His breath came out in one hard exhale. I saw his resolve teetering. I didnât dare say another word in case I pushed it the wrong way.
Then the bells started and the moment toppled. I looked round so fast, I near split my skull on the counter.
âIsnât it a bit early for evening prayers?â Jin said what Iâd been thinking.
âThose arenât prayer bells.â My heart felt like it mightâve stopped, but I was still breathing. Listening long enough to be sure.
âIf the armyââ
âItâs not,â I interrupted. We didnât ring bells for the army.
âYou shouldââ
âShut up.â I held up a hand to silence him. To listen. And sure enough, I knew that frantic ringing, though itâdbeen years since weâd heard it last. A few seconds later it was echoed by others. Bells on porches, from open windows. Iron clanging against iron. The sound sent shivers down my back. âItâs a hunt.â
And then I was running for the door.
five
I barreled out of the store full tilt and near knocked straight into Tamid.
âI was coming to find you.â He was out of breath and resting heavily on his crutch. âYou should go back inside.â
âIs itââ I started.
âA Buraqi.â He nodded. My heart jumped in excitement.
A desert horse. A First Being made in the days before us mortal things, from sand and wind. That could run past the end of the world without tiring. And worth its weight in gold if you could catch one. Like hell I was going back inside.
I squinted past the edge of town. Sure enough, I could see the cloud of dust and men getting closer, herding the thing in with iron bars. It mustâve sprung one of the old traps.
âItâll be on account of the fire in Deadshot,â Tamid said in his preacherâs voice. âFirst Beings are fond of fire.â
I saw a crooked nail sticking out of the porch and yanked it out. Used to be, folks in this desert made their whole living gathering the metals from the mountains and sending daughters out into the sands with iron gloves to trap and tame the Buraqi. To turn them from sand and wind to flesh and blood so that the men could take them into the cities to sell. Then the Sultan built the factory. The sand filled up with iron dust. Even the water tasted of it. Buraqi got scarcer, tents turned to houses, and horse traders turned into factory workers.
Iron could hold First Beings. Or kill them, same as it