slapping the Listerine on, I got the bleeding stopped and finally went back to her. Her crying seemed to have stopped, but as soon as I opened the door, it started up again, the old camp-meeting yodel, loud, clear, hopeless, and 100 percent phoney. I said: âOK, knock it off or Iâm letting you have it.â
All that got was more of the same, but louder.
I hauled off and slapped her, first on one side of the face, then on the other. She just hollered louder. I got a pitcher of water and started to pour. âCool it or youâre getting cooled.â
She didnât quite stop but did ease off, so I knew at last that we could talk. âNow,â I asked her, âwhatâs this all about? What in the hell is it all about?â
âOh!â she wailed. âThat I should live to see this day!â
âWhat day?â I wanted to know. âItâs Sunday. What other day is it?â
âAfter all these years, after all Iâve done, slaving and scrimping and slavingââ
âAnd donât forget those fingers,â I reminded her. âWorking them to the bone.â Because, of course, Iâd heard some of this before, in one connection or another. In fact, I knew most of it by heart. But this time she went on and on, reciting it by the book, leaving nothing out. It wasnât until all of it had been said two or three times that at last she got around to the night before. âAnd then to think, that when at last there was hope, when the sun was coming up, when the rainbow had showed in the sky, that I should be stabbed in the backâby my own little boy, and a horrible Jezebel!â
âWhere was this creature? I didnât see any Jezebel.â
âA slut, that slept up with men, then took up with my own little Davey!â
âHey! Little Davey is me!â
âJust a Jezebel!â
âHow you know she slept up with guys?â
âI can tell by looking at her. Anyone can tell. That rotten look on her face.â
âAnd sleeping up with guys, that makes her a Jezebel?â
âWhat do you think it makes her?â
âI wouldnât know what it makes herâmaybe nothing. What she is is a very nice girl.â
âI say sheâs a Jezebel.â
âSleeping up makes her that?â
âWhat do you think it makes her?â she said again.
âMaybe a girl in love.â
âLove? Love?â
âMom, tell me something.â
âTell you what?â
âThere was a girl I looked up, that I had reason to look up. Named Myra Giles, who sounds a lot like you. She was sixteen years old and went in the hospital here to have a child. She had it and two months later got married. So she must have been sleeping up. Does that make her a Jezebel?â
She raised up on one elbow and stared at me a long time. In the dark her eyes looked big, no longer blue, but black. âWhen did you find that out?â
âOh, a few months ago. I was getting my papers in order for some insurance I thought I might buy. They want birth certificates, parentsâ marriage license, and so on. So I went down and looked myself up. Itâs OK with me. All I saw in those papers was a sixteen-year-old girl who was in love. Thereâs no law against it. I glory in her, and if Iâm what came of it, Iâm thankful for that, too. But letâs get back to the subject. Did that make her a Jezebel?â
âCould be, it did.â
âWell, Jezzie, hello.â
âHowâd you like to go to hell?â
âWell, you said it, I didnât.â
âYou bet I said it. I have to. But it wasnât me.â
âNot you? Are you being funny?â
âIt wasnât me, now you know! I wasnât even supposed to tell you, youâre not my son! And Jody was not your father! It wasnât me who had you! I was the one who got married, but I didnât have you! It was Big Myra, my cousin who has
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