have lied to Vane about a thing like that . . . it isnât right or fair.â
âI didnât lie to him. He assumed that the child was Simonâs and I didnât tell him otherwise.â
âItâs the same thing,â Daniel said. âAnd itâs not like you, Emily. I wouldnât have expected you to do something like that . . .â
âOh, donât look at me like that,â Emily said, stung by his words. She already felt guilty enough without his censure. âI know I ought to have told him, but he was just recovering from a heart attack â and Amelia begged me not to disappoint him. He had just lost his only son and I hadnât got the heart to hurt him like that.â
âI see . . .â Daniel nodded but she could tell that he wasnât convinced. âWell, it doesnât seem like a good idea to me â but you know your own business best.â
âI canât tell him now. He adores Robert,â Emily said. âBesides, what harm can it do?â
âI donât know,â Daniel said. âAs long as you can live with it I suppose itâs your affair.â
Emily was uncomfortably aware that he was right, but she was upset that he seemed to think it was all her fault. He hadnât been there â he hadnât seen the pleading look in Ameliaâs eyes or the delight in Vaneâs. And sheâd been particularly vulnerable at the time, unable to face telling Vane that she was carrying her loverâs child.
âAnyway, letâs forget it,â Daniel said as she was silent. âIâm worried about Henry. Heâs ill but he wonât admit it.â
âYes, I know,â Emily agreed. âMary begged him to go to the doctor this morning, but he said he was too busy.â
âI think it will finish him when the farm goes,â Daniel said. âYou and Frances will lose out, Connor too.â
âIt doesnât matter about me, and Frances is all right,â Emily said. âConnor is still at school but when he leaves Iâll do what I can for him.â
âYou canât help us all, Emily,â Daniel said with a wry grin. âBesides, all that lad wants is to work on the land. He could do better for himself if he stopped on at school, went to college and earned a degree, as Frances wants him to â but he hates school and I doubt if he will stay past the end of the summer term. He would have left at fourteen if Frances had allowed it.â
âWeâll see what happens when it comes to it,â Emily said. âActually, I do have quite a bit of money going spare, Daniel. Not enough to save the farm â but I could help you out with the garage you want.â
âNo, thanks,â Daniel said swiftly. âI can manage for the time being. Cley owes me two thousand and I intend getting my money.â
âCley isnât like you or Henry,â Emily said with a frown. âI donât trust him these days â and he will wriggle out of paying you if he can.â
Daniel coughed and swore beneath his breath. âI would have thrashed it out of him once â but I donât think I could do it now.â
âYou will get better,â Emily said, looking at him anxiously. âAlice said the hospital told her there were no lasting effects of the rotten experiences youâve had, Dan â or was that just for her sake?â
âNo, I shall be fine once I get over this,â Daniel said. âItâs the remnants of a fever I had when I was in hospital, but nothing to worry about. In a few months I shall be back to normal â but I donât have that long to wait. Iâve told Cley I want my money now.â
Emily nodded, looking doubtful. âWell, I wish you good luck,â she said. âBut my offer still stands. If you need money come to me. I will make it a loan if you would prefer, until you are as
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