treasure box. And I waited until everyone was all ready for bed and the lights were off and I could hear Hannah asleep on her bed across the room.
Thatâs when I let it hit me.
Full force. Right between the eyes.
Just like Dad used to say.
It wasnât the most wonderful thing Iâd ever heard. It wasnât.
It was horrible. And weird. And dumb. Because thatâs not how it happened at all. Not one bit.
Mom was just so excited to find those pictures that she forgot she didnât believe in God when I saved them. She wasnât praying for God to find them. She couldnât have, because she didnât even think He existed.
Plus, she also forgot that when I found them, I wasnât doing it because the Lord told me toâI was doing it for myself, and for Hannah and Cameron to know their dad. Not for my mom to have her prayers come true. So if that was the truth, if it was because I was answering her prayerâthe prayer she didnât give yetâthat meant I was doing something for the future. And that didnât make any sense at all.
I let those thoughts roam all around my mind for a long time that night. I couldnât sleep very well at all. Itâs hard to sleep when your mom was happy that God answered prayers when He really didnât. Instead, I woke up a lot and thought about it. And when I wasnât waking up and thinking, I was having weird dreams that just made me wake up more. And think more.
By the morning, I was downright exhausted. I know, because when Hannah woke up, she said, âWow, Chelsea! You look awful. You should see yourself in the mirror because you look way more awful than Iâve ever seen you before.â
Great. âThanks,â I mumbled as I rolled out of bed and padded my way to the mirror.
She was right. I looked awful. Worse than awful; I looked dreadful.
Hannah popped up next to me. âAre you sick?â
âNo.â I tried to smile. I winced instead.
My head hurt.
âYou look sick. Maybe youâre sick?â
âIâm fine,â I grumbled as I ran my hand through my hair. It was sticking up everywhere. I looked like a crazy person.
âAre you sure?â
âYes.â
âHow do you feel? I bet you have a fever.â
âI donât have a fever, okay?â I spun away from the mirror, grabbed my brush, and began attacking the tangled mass that was all over my head. I knew it was going be a while, so I sat down on the bed.
Hannah was still pestering me as she changed her clothes for school, but this time I ignored her. I looked so bad, I probably couldâve told my mom I hadnât had any sleep and that I didnât feel good, and sheâd let me stay home. But I didnât want her to know that. I needed to go school. I needed to talk to someone who could help me, someone who had answers.
I needed to talk to Tyler.
I figured he was the only one who would be able to look at this whole thing with my mom and the pictures and God rationally. We hadnât talked since Friday on the field by the playground, but I wasnât worried. I knew he would talk to me about it. It was just one of those things. I knew he wouldnât be able to tell me ânoâ if I told him I needed to talk.
I was right.
Tyler was on the playground waiting for me when I finally made it out of the cafeteria with Sarah and Jasmine. They took forever to eat. I didnât want them to know I told Tyler to meet me there. I had whispered it really quick before school started and we went into our different classes. As I got closer to him, I became worried because I didnât know how I was going to get away from Jasmine and Sarah.
But he already had a plan. I just didnât know it.
âChelsea!â he called, really mean-like. âYou better run, because Iâm not letting you get away with what you said on Friday. Boysâ clubs are not dumb!â Then he started to run right toward
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