donât have to change between us, though I realize youâre hurt. I love you, Wynter, and refuse to lose you. True, I am married to Lucy, and she must bear my children. But when we have enough children, Iâll stop sleeping with her. Until that time, you can be my mistress, the woman I love. Youâll have my heart.â
âYour heart?â Wynter screamed. âWhy would I want such an untrue, wretched thing as that? Iâll never belong to you now, Adam. I hate you, detest you! You make me ill!â
She pushed away from him, nearly stumbling in her rage. âIâll never be your whore!â
âThe arrangement was good enough for your whore mother!â
If he had slapped her she wouldnât have felt such searing pain rush through her. God, he was right, there. Her mother had been her fatherâs kept woman, no better than a London doxy. How the truth hurt! But Wynter hated Adam more at that moment than she could ever hate her father or Sara. She knew it wouldnât do any good to keep hurling angry words at him, and suddenly she didnât care about him, or Lucy, or Debra any longer. She wanted to breathe free.
She composed herself and managed a tight smile which took him aback.
âPerhaps my mother loved my father more than I ever thought I loved you, Adam. I wouldnât let you into my bedroom to polish my shoes, much less invite you into my bed. I do wish you happiness and hope you and Lucy have many years together.â
As she wrenched open the door, she heard his voice raised behind her.
âYouâll have a change of heart Wynter. By God, you will!â
Wynter vowed to herself she wouldnât. Sheâd rather die first.
âI always knew he was no good.â
âYes, Fletch, I know you did.â
âWhat do you plan to do now?â Fletch asked and stretched his legs.
âI donât know.â
The early spring breeze caressed them. Wynterâs hair blew in gentle wisps around her cheeks. Large, fluffy clouds skittered across the blue sky, and from her vantage point atop the hill, Wynter felt close enough to touch them.
âYou know Iâm leaving soon for Virginia,â he said.
Wynterâs heart contracted. Sheâd forgotten. Was there no end to her disappointments?
âDonât remind me. I hate for you to go.â Her voice broke.
Fletcher timidly took her hand. âIâll always love you.â
âOh, Fletcher.â This time the tears welled up, and she found herself crying against his chest like a small child. Why couldnât Adam have loved her like this?
âNow, now, donât cry.â He playfully chucked her under her chin until she looked at him. Then with his fingertips he wiped away the sparkling tears from her face. âI think I just may have a solution to all your problems. You can marry me.â
âOh, no!â she burst out without thinking.
Fletcher looked hurt. âSorry. I didnât mean to insult you.â
âItâs not that. It would be a great honor to be your wife,â she said hurriedly, âbut I canât leave here. Part of Lucyâs inheritance is mine, the estate is half mine. I must win it back.â
âHow?â
Wynter hunched her shoulders. âI havenât decided yet, but I know one thing: I intend to buy the house and grounds from Debra.â They would all soon move into Somerset House, fulfilling the rest of Debraâs dream. Then the McChesney estate would be unlived in if Debra didnât sell it to someone else.
âWhere will you get the money? I donât know of any rich blokes from around here whoâll loan it to you now that youâre begging for it. The word will spread soon enough that youâre penniless. No one will go against Lady McChesney or want to offend the new wife of Lord Somerset. Now, when I make my fortune in the new world, foreign place that it is, Iâll be willing to give you
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