McCormick and Sheppard and became more immersed into the Lifestyle. While she was comfortable with a lot of aspects of BDSM, there was still a lot she didn’t know. Scott was a patient Dom and she was willing sub, but she still didn't know a lot about the Lifestyle.
She sat at Starbucks and carefully sipped on her Mocha Frappuccino. Her eyes were glued to the screen and she cautiously clicked on the first link. It was a website dedicated to learning more about the BDSM culture and every aspect. She shook her head and wondered how she was going to be able to remember it all.
She learned the different types of submissive (slave, bottom, psychological, physical). She learned how a submissive was supposed to behave. She was startled to read some horror stories from former submissives on how their Dom/mes demeaned and humiliated them. But as Mariana kept reading, she realized some of those stories were subs who liked to be humiliated. Weirdos.
Most importantly, she learned how a Dominant treats His submissive. The description fit Scott to a tee. A Dom only has to give a look to His submissive to show He means business, Mariana read quietly. She knew the look and had it tattooed on her brain. He didn't smile and his eyes became serious. His face didn't show a hint of happiness. He took the play just as serious as he took work and business matters.
And that tone he had, Mariana could only liken it to the tone a parent uses when their kid is in big trouble. It was the tone Mariana knew whatever she was doing, it needed to stop immediately and attend to Scott's needs.
Yep, that’s Scott to a tee.
She clicked on more links and found a flurry of information. Submissives telling their stories about how they pleased their Dom/mes. The proper ‘etiquette’ for a sub and what's expected of them. And the safety words – ton of safety words and tips. Mariana was content with the traffic light system her and Scott established. It was simple and easy to remember. There wasn’t a wonder or question as to what she meant by shouting ‘red’ during play.
But what blew Mariana away was the long and ever-growing list of BDSM terminology. Sensory deprivation was what she had experienced before with the blindfold. Impact play was the spanking. But what really interested Mariana was one particular term:
TPE (Total Power Exchange): Dominant or owner has complete authority or control over the submissive’s life, making the majority of decisions.
Scott convinced Mariana to give up her other clientele. He got her the internship at his work. To keep tabs on me, Mariana remembered, he wants to know what I’m doing at all times . She remembered the other night in his office when he mentioned other people would be watching her as well. He has spies in the office. She only wondered what else he had in mind.
“Girl, I have been calling your name for the past five minutes!” Sarah popped up behind Mariana.
“Fuck!” Mariana slammed her screen shut. “Girl, don’t you ever fucking scare me like that!”
“My bad, ma,” Sarah sat across from Mariana, “I didn’t mean to interrupt. You just looked so intense and I had to say ‘hi’ to you. That’s all.”
“Nah, I’m good,” Mariana put a hand over her heart. It was rapidly beating. “So…wh-wh-what’s up?”
“I was just in the neighborhood and decided to pop in to get some coffee.” Sarah replied. “I have a date with Eric tonight. We’re going to Bible study.”
“Wow,” Mariana tried to contain her sarcasm, “that sounds like fun.”
“You should come! You’ll love it. There are a lot of good, Christian men there.”
Mariana politely smiled at the contradiction of her best friend. A good Christian woman who didn’t mind giving a blow job to her boyfriend at least twice a week but would never let him fuck her in the ass. If Sarah really followed the Bible liked she claimed, she
She sat at Starbucks and carefully sipped on her Mocha Frappuccino. Her eyes were glued to the screen and she cautiously clicked on the first link. It was a website dedicated to learning more about the BDSM culture and every aspect. She shook her head and wondered how she was going to be able to remember it all.
She learned the different types of submissive (slave, bottom, psychological, physical). She learned how a submissive was supposed to behave. She was startled to read some horror stories from former submissives on how their Dom/mes demeaned and humiliated them. But as Mariana kept reading, she realized some of those stories were subs who liked to be humiliated. Weirdos.
Most importantly, she learned how a Dominant treats His submissive. The description fit Scott to a tee. A Dom only has to give a look to His submissive to show He means business, Mariana read quietly. She knew the look and had it tattooed on her brain. He didn't smile and his eyes became serious. His face didn't show a hint of happiness. He took the play just as serious as he took work and business matters.
And that tone he had, Mariana could only liken it to the tone a parent uses when their kid is in big trouble. It was the tone Mariana knew whatever she was doing, it needed to stop immediately and attend to Scott's needs.
Yep, that’s Scott to a tee.
She clicked on more links and found a flurry of information. Submissives telling their stories about how they pleased their Dom/mes. The proper ‘etiquette’ for a sub and what's expected of them. And the safety words – ton of safety words and tips. Mariana was content with the traffic light system her and Scott established. It was simple and easy to remember. There wasn’t a wonder or question as to what she meant by shouting ‘red’ during play.
But what blew Mariana away was the long and ever-growing list of BDSM terminology. Sensory deprivation was what she had experienced before with the blindfold. Impact play was the spanking. But what really interested Mariana was one particular term:
TPE (Total Power Exchange): Dominant or owner has complete authority or control over the submissive’s life, making the majority of decisions.
Scott convinced Mariana to give up her other clientele. He got her the internship at his work. To keep tabs on me, Mariana remembered, he wants to know what I’m doing at all times . She remembered the other night in his office when he mentioned other people would be watching her as well. He has spies in the office. She only wondered what else he had in mind.
“Girl, I have been calling your name for the past five minutes!” Sarah popped up behind Mariana.
“Fuck!” Mariana slammed her screen shut. “Girl, don’t you ever fucking scare me like that!”
“My bad, ma,” Sarah sat across from Mariana, “I didn’t mean to interrupt. You just looked so intense and I had to say ‘hi’ to you. That’s all.”
“Nah, I’m good,” Mariana put a hand over her heart. It was rapidly beating. “So…wh-wh-what’s up?”
“I was just in the neighborhood and decided to pop in to get some coffee.” Sarah replied. “I have a date with Eric tonight. We’re going to Bible study.”
“Wow,” Mariana tried to contain her sarcasm, “that sounds like fun.”
“You should come! You’ll love it. There are a lot of good, Christian men there.”
Mariana politely smiled at the contradiction of her best friend. A good Christian woman who didn’t mind giving a blow job to her boyfriend at least twice a week but would never let him fuck her in the ass. If Sarah really followed the Bible liked she claimed, she
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