stepfatherâs violent attack. Although she dated, sheâd never had a serious boyfriend. She had secret terrors of intimacy that had never really gone away, except when she thought of Tate that way. She loved himâ¦.
âWhy arenât you dressed properly?â Tate asked, scowling at her skirt and blouse. âI bought you buckskins for your birthday, didnât I?â
âThree years ago,â she said without meeting his probing eyes. She didnât like remembering that heâd forgotten her birthday this year. âI gained weight since then.â
âOh. Well, find something you like hereâ¦â
She held up a hand. âI donât want you to buy me anything else,â she said flatly, and didnât back down from the sudden menace in his dark eyes. âIâm not dressing up like a Lakota woman. In case you havenât noticed, Iâm blond. I donât want to be mistaken for some sort of overstimulated Native American groupie buying up artificial artifacts and enthusing over citified Native American flute music, trying to act like a member of the tribe.â
âYou belong to it,â he returned. âWe adopted you years ago.â
âSo you did,â she said. That was how he thought of herâa sister. That wasnât the way she wanted him to think of her. She smiled faintly. âBut I wonât pass for a Lakota, whatever I wear.â
âYou could take your hair down,â he continued thoughtfully.
She shook her head. She only let her hair loose at night, when she went to bed. Perhaps she kept it tightly coiled for pure spite, because he loved long hair and she knew it.
âHow old are you?â he asked, trying to remember. âTwenty, isnât it?â
âI was, five years ago,â she said, exasperated. âYou used to work for the CIA. I seem to remember that you went to college, too, and got a law degree. Didnât they teach you how to count?â
He looked surprised. Where had the years gone? She hadnât aged, not visibly.
âWhereâs Audrey?â she asked brightly, trying to sound nonchalant about it when her heart was breaking.
Something changed in his face. He looked briefly disturbed. âShe couldnât get away,â he said in a tone that didnât invite questions. âOne of her friends was having a tea, and she promised to help. I flew out alone.â
Cecily wondered if it was really because of a party that Audrey had stayed behind, or if his society girlfriend didnât want to be seen on an Native American reservation. Tate had mentioned once or twice that Audrey had asked him repeatedly to get a conservative haircut. As if heâd ever cut his hair willingly. It was a part of his heritage, of which he was fiercely proud. At least she didnât have to worry about him marrying Audrey. He might be smitten, but heâd said for years that he wasnât going to dilute his Lakota blood by mingling it with a white woman. He wanted a child who was purely Lakota, like himself. If he ever married, it would be to a Lakota woman. The first time heâd said that, it had broken Cecilyâs heart. But sheâd come to accept it. When she realized that she was never going to be able to have Tate, she gave up and devoted herself to her studies. At least she was good at archaeology, she mused, even if she was a dismal failure as a woman in Tateâs eyes.
âSheâs been broody ever since we got here,â Leta said with pursed lips as she glanced from Tate to Cecily. âYou two had a blowup, huh?â she asked, pretending innocence.
Tate drew in a short breath. âShe poured crab bisque on me in front of television cameras.â
Cecily drew herself up to her full height. âPity it wasnât flaming shish kebab!â she returned fiercely.
Leta moved between them. âThe Sioux wars are over,â she announced.
âThatâs what you
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